Yesterday's post was filled with RR&R
(Repetition is not redundant when the goal is retention.)
By this stage in life, so many files have been stored in the closet of my brain that it can be difficult to know which one to pull out when confusion causes my mind to buzz like a beehive where worker bees buzz, round and round.
As it's not wise to pull out old files, filled with insecurities, which might haunt me, anew, I take care not to pull out old files, which had once caused me to shoot myself in the foot.
At times when I unwittingly pull out an old file, I'm stymied as to why I end up some place other than the new place I'd meant to go! As negatively focused attitudes have a tendency to dizzy our minds, we end up in a place that's called:
Getting-no-where-fast-other-than-that-same-old-place-where-I-feel-sadly-confounded-again.
What if you can't see that tree peeking out of the dark part of the forest in your mind has INSECURITY carved into its BARK?
What if you have no clue as to when you send mixed messages that signal a loved one to be wary of hugging you close, today—knowing that you're attitude will unknowingly pull the rug out from under both of you, tomorrow?
If attitude is everything then how often does an insecure attitude shoot you, first in the head, then in the foot?
How often do old files fly out of your think tank, thus leading you astray?
How well do you cope when others open files that no longer fit the person you've consciously grown to be, today?
What if I'd felt subconsciously insecure about writing this next part of
KISS AGAIN until my think tank cleared of emotional static?
I certainly hope you've not tired of cheering me on while I move this ball toward my goal. Each day, upon sitting down to write, I focus on making a touch down. Hopefully, tomorrow, I'll tackle the next part of this story instead of tackling myself!
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