Monday, October 20, 2014

1163 SEPARATION ANXIETY

2014
I've been feeling anxious about accepting this sad reality:
I cannot fix my loved ones or solve the problems of the world
I can't save anyone from themselves
Instead of setting my mind on saving anyone else
I must focus my mind upon saving me from myself!

As I was the fixer since the age of three
A change of this magnitude
Has swirled my mind smack into
The middle of my own identity crises
I mean, if not the fixer then who am I to be?

I am Annie, a person—not a superhero or healer
I am Annie, a person who listens and offers help
I am Annie, a person who seeks insight into peace of mind
I am Annie, a person working to absorb this deeper truth:
I am not empowered to resolve conflicts, which are not my own

I am Annie, mustering courage to resolve inner conflict born of denial
I am Annie, working to embrace transition toward personal growth
I am Annie, whose open mind creates plans, which simplify complexity
I am Annie, who offers unconditional love and five solution seeking tools
I am Annie, a good person, deserving of feeling lovable and worthwhile—

Once this new belief system has been clearly rewired
I believe clarity, offering peace of mind, will be mine
Nuff said for today
Hope to see you, tomorrow
I am Annie—your friend and mine





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