1158 WHICH SIDE OF ME IS WRITING TODAY'S POST?

2014
Though I feel as though most of my posts are written to you
Here's why that's not always true:
Some posts are written to me, as when
My power of intuition feels the need to
Convey significant insights, which illuminate
Self demeaning beliefs that remain hidden within

The dark side of my subconscious, to
The bright side of my brain

Generally, when a post conveys some part of a story
That's when I'm writing to you—on the other hand—
If you read my blog on days when intuitive thought is
Urging me to identify a self defeating belief

That indicates my brain, chugging through
A difficult mind shift, suggesting that
You play witness to conversations, which
Take place between the frightened child, within, whose

Confusion and pain are still in need of supportive healing, and
The knowledgable, care giving adult, whom I've grown to be

Since I awoke, today, feeling much less anxious than yesterday
I'm sure you can tell that
The knowledgable side of my mind is writing away

If you'd like to review recent conversations between
My dark side and bright side, please stay tuned, because
I have a strong feeling that the post you'll read, next
Will be one of those which had been written and
Saved in drafts, last week—unless
Upon awakening, tomorrow morning
Intuition directs me to write something else

On an up note—
Will and I received delightful news, last weekend—
And though my brain is designed to

Think only one thought at a time
The complex nature of emotion empowers us
To embrace several feelings, at once, suggesting that
Over these past four days, my spirit has
Juggled anxiety on one hand and delight on the other—
And such is life …