What just happened?
I have no clue how post 821 landed between yesterday's post and today's.
Seriously ... Last time I looked it had been rightfully sandwiched between 820 and 822!
And guess what?
Though this confounding situation mystifies understanding, my mind feels too tired to work toward comprehension. It's enough that I work, daily, to understand confounding reactions as they emerge, unexpectedly, from my subconscious ...
BTW, in case you think trains of thought penned in my posts have already been absorbed by my conscious mind, that's not necessarily true of my process. First I write what I've observed; then absorption takes place during the editing process when strings of insight, popping like popcorn, spotlight dark pockets of memory in need of reconsideration. And each time depth in comprehension brightens my mind, baggage, which I'd unknowingly lugged forward throughout each stage of my life, is identified and following each Aha! moment, my spirit lightens up ... again. And now I know why it makes good sense for me to edit, again and again. And again :)
Lots of writing, editing and absorption of insight into what feeds my passion to live life to the fullest, this week …to the point that I've been waking up really tired. Though I want to describe what I learned while playing twenty questions after Will's first visit with Dr. B, it makes more sense, considering my weariness, to give my mind a break, today … So, will I or won't I make good use of my smarts? I guess time will tell whether or not I'll follow sage advice that I'd offer to a friend :)
Yesterday, I was so tired as to cancel my afternoon in favor of returning home with thoughts of resting my mind. Upon walking into my house, what did I do? Hung my jeans on a hanger in my closet, slipped a comfy, red sweatshirt over my head, pulled on navy yoga pants and climbed into bed where I cuddled up under the quilt with my iPad and edited, yet again. Oy …
As I awoke feeling no less tired, this morning, and as today is just getting started, let's hope yesterday serves as a learning experience :)
I have no clue how post 821 landed between yesterday's post and today's.
Seriously ... Last time I looked it had been rightfully sandwiched between 820 and 822!
And guess what?
Though this confounding situation mystifies understanding, my mind feels too tired to work toward comprehension. It's enough that I work, daily, to understand confounding reactions as they emerge, unexpectedly, from my subconscious ...
BTW, in case you think trains of thought penned in my posts have already been absorbed by my conscious mind, that's not necessarily true of my process. First I write what I've observed; then absorption takes place during the editing process when strings of insight, popping like popcorn, spotlight dark pockets of memory in need of reconsideration. And each time depth in comprehension brightens my mind, baggage, which I'd unknowingly lugged forward throughout each stage of my life, is identified and following each Aha! moment, my spirit lightens up ... again. And now I know why it makes good sense for me to edit, again and again. And again :)
Lots of writing, editing and absorption of insight into what feeds my passion to live life to the fullest, this week …to the point that I've been waking up really tired. Though I want to describe what I learned while playing twenty questions after Will's first visit with Dr. B, it makes more sense, considering my weariness, to give my mind a break, today … So, will I or won't I make good use of my smarts? I guess time will tell whether or not I'll follow sage advice that I'd offer to a friend :)
Yesterday, I was so tired as to cancel my afternoon in favor of returning home with thoughts of resting my mind. Upon walking into my house, what did I do? Hung my jeans on a hanger in my closet, slipped a comfy, red sweatshirt over my head, pulled on navy yoga pants and climbed into bed where I cuddled up under the quilt with my iPad and edited, yet again. Oy …
As I awoke feeling no less tired, this morning, and as today is just getting started, let's hope yesterday serves as a learning experience :)
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