Tuesday, June 14, 2016

1373HHHHHHHHH GEEZ! HOW MANY H'S CAN WE EXPECT TO PILE UP!

We flew home last night
We would not have made that decision had
David's inner strengths not rallied to pass this
 Test of his endurance, concerning
What it takes to rebalance and restore
An exhausted person's sense of courage once
Hope for change for the better feels
Smashed into and shattered by that which seems like
And unending series of solid brick walls
And if you ask me to explain that train of thought
In greater depth, I'd reply:
My son's SOS call implied intuitive awareness alerting
His exhausted think tank of time to pass
The solution-seeking baton to a fresh, fully energized
Brain (a brain which has absorbed the importance of
Placing a positively focused perspective in
The driver's seat), offering the exhausted state of
The original driver to rest while a fresh mindset
Navigates the next leg of a complicated predicament by
Calmly coaching each supportive member of the team to
Set their sights on creating some fraction of
Change for the better, so that small stepping stones
Toward actual change for the better is set into motion, offering
The exhausted mind of the primary driver a much needed rest stop ...
More about creating reason to refocus on change for the better, which
Proves to be within reach of each supportive person's
Realm of control, later, because my time to write, today, is
Running out for this reason:  Upon awakening in my bed, this
Morning, intuition directed my conscious mind toward adding
A deeply meaningful string of insights to yesterday's post ...
BTW:  If counting all of those H's dizzies your brain
The same is true of mine;  however
My mental energy has focused so completely upon
(Role modeling) how best to coach a family's train of thought to
Brainstorm through a complicated time of crises by
Inspiring everyone's attitude to concentrate
Intuitive attentiveness upon a positively focused track that
You can see why I cared not a fig about
How many H's kept piling up ... And with that fact
Simply stated, I'm planning a quiet day in hopes that
Nothing, flying in from out of the blue
Runs interference with my need to do
Little more than relax the tension, that working
Through crises hot wires throughout my body, and
While resting the wearied mental strengths (effective
Solution-seeking techniques) that
My conscious mind has systematically sought to absorb, ever since
I read a book that clearly implied:
The word parent is synonymous with
Role model throughout every stage of life...
Hey!  I've just decided to reward my positively focused
Role modeling self for making good use of
My noodle, over these past several days, by booking a massage!
And as I have time to reduce my muscle tension, today,
I'll pass the thinking baton to you and make that call, right now
PS ... Thought you'd like to know that
Before Will and I fell soundly asleep, last night
(Mental gymnastics taxes the source of one's energy)
David called with a sweet slice of good news that
Served to lift all three wearied spirits
Then this morning, I read what our youngest son
Wrote on Facebook:
My parents and brothers are super heros!
I responded to his post with:
Pow!  Wham!  Bam!  Ala Batman
Why Batman?  Who knows?
Though I'm too tired to even venture a guess
I'm not too tired to draw my lips up into
A quiet, quite natural smile, which happens
Whenever I feel confident that our family's well practiced
Combination of teamwork, positive focus and
Line of control serve to nip a crises in the bud, indicating
That the baton has again, been accepted by David's intelligent
Courageous, positively focused, capable, yet humanly wearied hands ...
As for me, once again, I feel deeply gratified for EMDR therapy
Which offers keys that open doors in defensive walls that would
Otherwise block a person's conscious awareness from
Identifying need to expand the narrow framework, which limits
A negatively focused, subconscious mindset from seeking
A wide angled lens, and since, knowing my son's physical history
I'd thought to identify the subconscious fear to which
David's conscious mind had remained blind, and as
My intuitive train of thought proved on target, I understood why
David's positively focused spirit felt, suddenly, sucked up to
His ears into quicksand, where fear of drowning in
Physical waves of pain dimmed his brain's ability to
Think smart on his feet, and thanks to recent sessions of
EMDR therapy, I was able to maintain my focus on
Clarity, concerning brainstorming (which, over the expanse of
The next couple of days, served to encourage David's think tank to
Reframe this momentary crises) instead of falling into
My old pattern of reacting over-empathetically, which
Would have prolonged my son's exhausted sense of
Personal crises, (which generally erupts when
A person's mind is so depleted of energy as to empower
An unidentified subconscious fear to
Overwhelm the spirit's defeated sense of
Courage, which must be refueled before one can
Hope to understand the true source of inner conflict that
Interferes with an intelligent person's ability to brainstorm
So clearly and instinctively as to call forth
The thought processor's natural sense of creativity to function in
Tandem with reality to come up with a simple plan that
Will, over time, successfully resolve the inner conflict, which
Disrupting clarity, stimulates a subconsciously repressed
Unidentified anxiety to drive an intelligent mind half way to
Madness, because most of us cannot yet identify those times when
A limbic reaction is empowered to
High jack our sense of clarity as fast as
A flash of lightening strikes a person unconscious)

Each time I remember to
Consciously work to clue myself into
Those times when being true to my innermost self
Depends upon injecting my conscious awareness with
Sensitivity, patience and courage to quest toward excavating
Yet another subconscious fear, I, once again, gain yardage toward
Closing in on attaining a heartfelt but as yet, unmet
Personal goal ... And thank goodness, David's ears
Had not yet sunk into quicksand, because
I was able to gently coach my exhausted son to listen to
The same positively focused line of reasoning that has
Been penned in today's post, and over our four day stay
We worked in tandem to exhume the subconscious fear that
Had been stressing David's mind as intensely as nerve pain has been
Distressing his body for these past six months, and as it's time to
Book a massage to relax tension within my muscles ... More later ...



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