LET’S HOPE TO FIND MY RESTLESS SOUL'S DEEPLY PERSONAL HOLY GRAIL ...

Again, the insight driven portion of my mind drew my processor back to this post:
OVERNIGHT, INSIGHTS COME POURING OUT FAST AND—FURIOUS
Why?  To guide my intuitive powers to blend so naturally with
The positively focused side of my imagination as to inject that train of thought with
Additional insights, which, having emerged, this morning
Spotlighted my spirit's lifelong quest to seek out and grasp my soul’s very own
Deeply personal version of the holy grail, which, upon
Showing its illusive self to my conscious awareness, will transform
My processor’s darkly complex, night wanderings into
Sweet dreams (which have rarely been mine), thus freeing my whole self to
Relax ever so deeply rather than sleeping fitfully, and once today’s imaginative
Change for the better becomes tomorrow’s reality, the conscious portion of
My processor (having mustered the courage to penetrate my subconscious ever
More deeply, repeatedly, in hopeful pursuit of insight concerning how best to
Banish repressed feelings of doom and gloom from haunting the sunny side of
My personality as the future unfolds) will awaken to each brand new day humming
A light hearted song emanating freely from within the melodic, sweet natured
Deeply enriched, self assertive center of my brain, which feeling wholly
Healed from PTSD will gladly gift the inquisitive portion of my think tank’s highly
Sensitized connection to courage sound reason to feel a wholly relaxed
(Long overdue) sense of peaceful repose—and if today’s deeply
Imaginative train of thought actually comes true by morning light then
My heart/mind/spirit connection will feel sound reason to be
At one with my soul, and what, I ask, could possibly feel
More relaxing than a self-empowered insight-driven, positively
Focused vision such as this post offers my processor to
Consider, right Before I lay myself down to sleep, hoping to
Enjoy naught but sweet dreams, throughout the night —
Ohhmm ...😊💤