So ...
If you ask what makes the complex functions of
The human brain so confounding as to send our
Thought processors questing for deeper truth that
Hides within a head spinning maze of defensive
Reactions before clarity, concerning
What we fear most of all, can be gained then
I'd suggest that the answer to your question relates to
The way today's inner conflicts are complicated by
Yesteryear's issues which, having been left
Unidentified and resolved, reside so
Deeply within our subconscious as to
Tax the agility of our processors, which
Are charged with discerning between
The eruptive, hair trigger nature of
Childhood's latent inner conflicts vs today's
Inner conflicts that prove confoundingly
Irreconcilable because of this fact:
Acting on its own, our conscious minds
Can't tell when an eruption of yesteryear's
Unresolved inner conflict is causation for
Anxiety to heighten on top of a current
Strike of anxiety, based in new issues that
Are complicating the agility of your
Processors solution seeking acquity
And now you can see why my power of
Intuitive thought continues to reference
Mental complexities that arise throughout
Each stage of life that challenge closed
Mindsets to open and expand by way of
Consciously taking leaps of faith necessary
To embrace unexpected spurts of personal growth
Classically, anxiety (especially anxiety that spikes
So high as to stun the intelligent portion of the mind)
Stimulates defensive reactions, which spontaneously
Erect self protective walls of denial that separate
Conscious awareness from need to openly confront
Fears that prove so emotionslly complex as to overwhelm
Our processors natural ability to think smart on the spot
So in order to ensure that during moments of crises
Our processors continue to function in a calm and
Logical manner, the confounding nature of
An overwhelming fear is stuffed so deeply within
Subconscious storage as to momentarily soothe
The intensity of the brain's anxiety; however
Fears, which have been subconsciously repressed, remain
Buried alive in an unidentified state, meaning that
Fears so great as to overwhelm our think tanks'
Connection to logic reside inside our brains, wrapped
Within a defensive cocoon-like state of
Inactive dormancy with their potency intact, suggestive
Of this fact: As long as the confounding nature of
This unidentified fear exists in a dormant state, anxiety, which
Remains unnamed and thus untamed, will quietly haunt
The subconscious portion of our brains until something that
Feels overwhelmingly daunting about a current situation alerts
Yesteryear's haunting sensation of fearful confusion to
Actively assert its unnamed presence as an eruption of
Anxiety, which spikes so high as to catapult itself over
Your wall of denial (or mine), and when that's the case
Every spiking eruption of subconscious anxiety will
Cause our conscious minds to believe that
A current event is responsible for making us feel
So reprehensible as to have catalyzed today's
Searing sensation of fear or pain or guilt
And not until insight highlights deeper truth, concerning
Yesteryear's defensively repressed fear emerging from
Behind our walls of denial will latent strikes of
High anxiety stop acting like a stun gun, which
Paralyzes our think tanks, rendering our
Thought processors incapable of connecting with
Even so much as an inkling of logic, at all, and with
Today's string of insight spotlighting that deeper truth
Our conscious minds brighten with understanding
The main reason why our defense systems complicate
Our lives. And with that said, I can feel today's
Intuitive train of thought shining
The spotlight of insight upon this next deeper truth:
More often than not, spiking anxiety, which overwhelms
Our processors, today, is actually based in one terrifying
Childhood experience or another that was fraught with
Such personally confounding emotional complexity as to
Virtually remain fully responsible for sweeping our
Adult processors into the same hazy maze of
Swirling confusion that will threaten our sense of
Safety by staying hauntingly alive, unresolved and
Misunderstood until a detailed account of the main cause of
These latent strikes of high anxiety, emotional ambiguity and
Guilt are consciously comprehensibly clarified, once and for all
And with that intuitive insight, concerning straightening out
Swirls of emotionally combustible confusion, which
Remain poised to bite chunks out of our
Conscious sense of safety, today, you may now see why
A current experience that feels somewhat similar to
The original event that scared you half to death will
Stimulate the overwhelming nature of that
Unresolved fear (which proved far beyond
A young child's conscious comprehension) to leap
Out of subconscious storage, empowered to
Scare you half to death, again, and since you know that
I've researched the classic effects of subconscious fear on
A person's present state of mind, you can count on
My intuitive sense of hindsight to offer up the insight that
Shines a bright light upon my ability to name
The universal fear that is most often repressed when
A child's processor was too young and undeveloped to
Understand why emotional complexity, which had gotten
Explosively out of hand on the parts of our parents, proved
So far beyond the fledgling level of our comprehension that
We grew to adulthood harboring the same subconscious
Primary fear, though to differing degrees, depending upon
The length of time that we felt unworthy of love ...
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