Love is either a great adventure or else it is confusing
And if change is the only constant in life then
Unresolved confusion, which disrupts mental clarity
Creates inner tension that, over time, grows combustive
And if emotional combustion disrupts mental serenity
Then feeling under siege, stimulates our survival instinct to
Call forth our defense systems to erect walls of denial
Behind which are stuffed naturally impassioned
Emotional reactions that our repressive society deems unruly
And as patching cracks in denial's wall consumes
More mental energy than our conscious minds are aware
Our efforts to restrain emotionally combustible
Reactions, which have been buried alive, undermine
The robust nature of a person's good health, suggesting
Why, eventually, your power of intuitive intelligence, like mine
Will tend to encourage your conscious mind to release a
Build up of inner tension by yelling or developing the readiness to
Embrace the role of miner, questing ever more
Thoroughly into the depths of your memory bank in
Hopes of spotlighting veins of buried treasure, also
Known as insights, which highlight deeper truths that will
Open your eyes to the primary reason that stimulates
Ohhmmm to switch tracks to Hmmmm ... and now that
Today's quest for insight had shed light on
Human need to detect the primary reason why layers of
Emotional combustion, buried alive, continue to
Feel need to slip through cracks in our walls of denial
We begin to understand why your peace of mind and mine
Will continue to feel undermined until
An inexplicable subconscious awareness of intuitive
Readiness stimulates your conscious intelligence and mine
To sense reason to stop our defense systems from patching
Those cracks in favor of mustering the courage to tolerate
The anxious tension that accompanies each deeper truth, which
Proves ready to slip out—and lo and behold—I can feel
The emergence of a *deeper truth which (like a baby chick
Hatching by pecking instinctively through proverbial
Darkness until it realizes the promise of sunlit sustenance
Once freed of its self protective shell, )
Will offer my conscious mind sound reason to pull
Today's train of thought into the rest station that's
Beckoning directly ahead: *Tis not the wall that's
Been in need of reconstruction but rather
Every self-liberating thought and impassioned emotion that
A repressive society has brain washed me to
Stuff behind that wall so as to block my conscious awareness
From acknowledging my existential need to expand
My adult comprehension of life and love beyond that of
A frightened child's stunted sense of self denegrading
Self perpetuating, self deprecation, which is the primary
Source of the inner conflict that's been clamoring
To squeeze through denial's cracks in order to free
The true nature of the primary inner conflict that
Authority figures teach us to stuff so that
The powers-that-be have no need to debate deeper
Truths, which, when openly confronted, prove in need of
Serious reconsideration if we who people the planet
Earth are to withstand the gigantic growth spurt that's
Been percolating concerning our need to freely embrace
A series of leaps of faith, each of which requires
Society to develop an emotionally matured acceptance of
This reality: Just as perpetual happiness is not
A realistic goal, neither is perpetual serenity, and if
Your intuitive intelligence feels need to ask mine why
I felt need to clarify such an obvious deeper truth for
Myself upon awakening, today, I'd say:
Mental readiness to tackle life's most sensitive issues
Has been boiling over on a worldwide basis, day after day
Suggesting that giving lip service to the concepts of
Equality and Brotherhood is in need of soulful
Contemplation if we are to develop the ability to
Think clearly for ourselves in hopes of energizing
This spiritually uplifting change for the better:
Once more of us come to embrace the fact that frustration
And anxiety are by products of unexpected change, we begin to
Understand why unresolved confusion, buried alive, exacerbates
Anxiety (based in repressed frustration growing ever more
Combustible by the day) to spike—and with today's string of
Insights in mind, we can more readily alert
Our conscious processors of need to contemplate
Classic aspects of life, love and passion with a greater sense of
Existential intuition leading the way than
Had felt possible during childhood at which time
Our opinionated attitudes had been shaped by
Authority figures, who dominated an emotionally repressive society—
During recent years, I've awaken feeling more courageous than
Anxious when intuitive trains of thought stream freely through
My conscious mind, and here's why that's true:
Each time I choose to place my instinctive
(Defensive) reactions In time out, another aspect of
My central inner conflict, squeezes itself more naturally into
The conscious portion of my think tank, so rather than feeling
Anxious when Ohhmmm switches tracks to Hmmm, my assertive voice
Authorizes my attitude of positively focused, existential leadership to
Inspire both sides of my nature to conspire to take
Small cautious steps toward accomplishing a series of
Leaps of faith until, inspired by the spotlight of insight
My landing gear senses readiness to lower its wheels in
Unexplored territory, where my soulful connection to
Intuitive intelligence re-fuels my spirit to bask in
The conscious awareness of having worked to free
My brain of society's guilt-ridden dictates of self-deprecation in
Favor of thinking so expansively for myself as to
Ban my fear of inner conflict from shaking its finger, shaming
Me into feeling selfish for so much as entertaining
Thoughts of experiencing highly personalized joys that may
Delight my spirit's impassioned connection to
Life as I age, and though I have naught but a hint of
A clue as to why my spirit feels suddenly as sensuously
Refreshed as if my pleasure center has chosen to frolic as
Light-heartedly as did Gene Kelly, whose tap shoes splashed
Merrily through a gentle Spring shower, I can offer you a one word
Description of the serene sense of happiness that
Today's inkling of deeper truth has just whispered into my heart's
Hopeful ear ... and that glorious word, which proves so
Endearing as to withstand my current sense of combustible
Confusion is love ... Why love? Because love hath
Inspired my soul to pilot a series of courageous
Solo flights ever more graciously into the great unknown, where
Hopefully, some day this fully spirited time traveler's self confident
Expansive wing span will inevitably land my rebalanced
Time machine on a runway so effortlessly as to inspire
My mind's eye to absorb a newfound sense of
Inner peace, restructured in such a flexible, guilt free fashion as to
Liberate my soul's pleasure center to clarify how best to fulfill
My emotional needs without losing sight of my think tank's
Wholesome sense of conscientious, compassionate consideration of
Others, whose existential needs differ greatly from my own ...
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