While my sense of serenity still feels buoyed by
A heightened awareness of personal contentment
Life's ups and downs have not evaporated into thin air ...
What has evaporated is my brain's need to juggle
A variety of emotions, which erupted in times past when
My sensitivity toward empathy felt pressed to brainstorm toward
Workable solutions as soon as the pain of others had
Made itself known, so, if asked what has currently
Changed for the better, I'd offer this reply:
Upon successfully identifying a host of deeply repressed fears
My conscious mind gained the ability to differentiate between
The pain of others and my own, freeing my brain to operate on
A wavelength of relaxed compassion, which does not
Compromise my thought processor's ability to
Think smart on the spot for this reason:
When my sense of balance remains intact, I need not
Call forth my line of control to tame a subconscious eruption of
Anxious reactions (related to my past) while solution seeking is underway
And If the truth be told, this emotionally relaxed change for the better
Still feels so unlike me as to catalyze a palpable sense of
Cerebral surrealism, spotlighting this insight that's emerging, right now:
I feel as though my compelling need to dive toward knowledge, secreted
Subconsciously, is on pause ... Hey! Perhaps it's true that our
Power of intuition (which retreats when anxious reactiveness stimulates
Adrenalin to surge through our brains) has need for down time, too!
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