Yesterday
I wrote of why yesteryear's latent anxiety (based in childhood's negatively focused self assessments, which, due to my thinning wall of denial, have been conveyed on trains of intuitive thought into my conscious awareness with increasing frequency, recently) has finally exposed my primary subconscious fear, concerning human imperfection, which, left in its unprocessed (unidentified, unnamed) state had laid the heavy weight of undeserved guilt on my spirit, throughout my life ...
Today
I awoke wondering if you caught my drift as to each person's need to pinpoint the primary source of subconscious anxiety, which in its unidentified state will leap out to undermine peace of mind, repeatedly, for this reason: Each time anything so much as remotely resembles whatever caused that hot spot to burn anew, muscle memory tenses up to the same degree as had been true, long ago, when one sharp glance in your direction from an over-reactive parent stripped a child of emotional safety so swiftly as to have swept our self assertive voices into submission, thus crippling our emotional comfort zones so that years later, our adult choices felt polarized (right or wrong, with nothing in between), until intuitive tunneling emerges with insight, detailing whatever had traumatized a slice of our budding self esteem, and not until our adult conscious minds have worked to develop heightened levels of emotional intelligence, which tap into the courage and patience necessary to dive, repeatedly, ever more deeply into our subconscious psyches. do we pluck out one 'forgotten' detail after another out of subconscious memory until the bigger picture of the puzzling nature of the sum of each person's contradictive character traits makes such profound sense as to offer our consciously rebalanced awareness sound reason to self heal each negatively focused self assessment, which had festered internally, ever since portions of budding self esteem had been wounded during childhood, and as just as the power of knowledge compels my conscious mind to tap away at my keyboard, day after day, intuitive trains of thought inspire my heart to expose insight into my growing sense of emotional intelligence, which emboldens my self assertive voice to do my part in hopes of encouraging your smart heart to work toward creating change for the better without tugging at your end of the line, which connects one person to another, regardless of the passage of time ...
Tonight
Let's see if your conscious mind can be coaxed into relaxing at least enough so as to offer your intuitive powers free rein to tunnel ever more deeply into the most soulful portion of your memory bank so as to awaken your conscious awareness to withdraw glimmers of insight concerning at least one detail that's associated with the primary reason why a haunting sensation of latent anxiety, associated with your self assessment, leaps out of your subconscious in an unprocessed state, and not until you have freely processed the negative attitude that harasses your peace of mind, more often than your conscious awareness has, thus far, surmised, will the narrow confines of your comfort zone relax in view of the fact that your self assessment will have sound reason to change for the better as has mine.
Tomorrow
Continually offers up the dawning of the rest of our lives, and as my intuitition has confidence in your brain's ability to create change for the better, imagine my newly relaxed pattern of sleeping peacefully, night after night, hoping that you can feel my heart wishing yours sweet dreams while your intuitive powers tunnel till you awaken at sunrise with insight, concerning your innate potential to expand your present comfort zone to embrace a vividly colorful pallet of choices that will offer your adult thought processor sound reason to paint the darkness, associated with unidentified layers of undeserved guilt (left unprocessed during childhood), out of the bigger picture of your life in favor of brightening your vision of how best to redirect your newly rebalanced sense of mindfulness toward freeing your spirit to fully enjoy every brand new, five star day that you so richly deserve to experience by choosing to carve out an existential path free of undeserved guilt, at last ...
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