1373 40H's A PEACEFUL LEAP OF FAITH NEEDS NO SAFETY NET

I believe that the writer in me is likely to balk at penning long streams of consciousness for an undetermined length of time for this reason:

 My mind feels content to float along on this peaceful current of mental relaxation, even though my sixth sense is aware of unnamed change taking place, within.  During times of mental reorganization, floating feels unlike me, because I've grown accustomed to diving for insight.  On the other hand, my smarts suggest that freeing my thought processor to relax ever more deeply into this mellowed attitude of peaceful observation makes sense until insight into this strange (yet somehow natural), unnamed change for the better emerges as though all on its own ... at which time, I'll enjoy an Aha! moment, which will be eagerly shared with you.

Perhaps this buoyant feeling of peaceful observation results when a person's spirit has experienced sound reason to trust in this fact:  I can ride life's rapids without fear of capsizing my values, because I have faith in the interrelated workings of my brain (when my thoughts are not darkly shadowed by subconscious spikes of latent anxiety or undeserved guilt).  In short, I've worked to develop the inner strengths, necessary, to maintain a sense of inner peace even if the conscious portion of my mind has not yet received the memo, naming whatever change for the better is underway ... And you can believe me when I say that working toward acknowledging, tolerating and embracing the emotional turbulence that accompanies growing pains (rather than repressing emotional reactions that make you feel unlike your former self), is the courageous way to tame the control freak within your mind, who seeks perfection though your intelligence knows that that state of mind does not exist, and once your smart heart acknowledges your life long need to lead your control freak to heel, that's when the sum of your brain's interactive parts will spy the fork-in-the-road-less-taken where insight, concerning how best to deepen peace of mind (by honestly identifying your deepest desires), waits to welcome you home  ...