REALITY

 No matter what else is going on—

Life is good

David drives in, today, from the coast

We three plan to enjoy dinner, tonight, at Andi and Mike’s as at 110 degrees, it’s way too hot to have dinner on the patio of a favorite restaurant.

Tomorrow, Barry, Marie, Tony and Ray drive in as well.

Reality suggests that working toward the acceptance of my fate is going to challenge my inner strengths to the max

My attempt at penning today’s post feels so painful that I cannot write more than a thought or two before tapping save so as to divert my thoughts away from a harsh reality by re-engaging my mind with the novel I’m currently reading, which is so procedural as to be boring and thus, not worthy of my time, most especially now that I’ve been made consciously aware of the fact that the clock is ticking …

Perhaps the idea of being with all of our kids, big and small, feels overwhelming as this is our first time together since the third tumor emerged.

I’m going to have to figure out how to spend my alone time in a fulfilling manner …

If only I could continue to write my story …

👩🏻Annie