1412A INTRO TO MY INEXPERIENCED ADVENTURES INTO PARENTING Part 45

2015
I felt too tired to pen a post, yesterday ...or maybe
A wholehearted sense of absorption of this next insight
(Completing a long string of insights), had need to process
In a timely fashion, more deeply through my conscious mind before
My sense of clarity felt free to share
Today's train of thought clearly with you:
Yesterday, intuitive thought awakened me to the fact that
My conscious mind had readied itself to process from
Agreement with insight, concerning a change for the better
To actualizing the absorption of insight, which takes time before
Mind expansion is truly mine, and this most recent insight into
Self awareness, speaking to me, intuitively, has freed my whole brain of
Its resistance against relinquishing an inner conflict, concerning
My extended family, which, for years, has disrupted
My peace of mind whenever taking care of them means
Forcing myself, time and again, to extinguish existential needs, which
Prove to be my own, suggesting that
Over these past few days, my think tank has completely imported
A change for the better, which, my little voice of intuition has been
Patiently coaching my conscious mind to
Fully embrace for quite a long time, and now that a closed mind set has
Successfully made its way through another painful stage of
Personal growth, culminating in mind expansion holding hands with
My newly expanded comfort zone, I hope you can see why
My brain's sense of wholeness has finally gained the freedom to
Fully enjoy a much needed angle of repose that
Feels so secure and well balanced as to have extinguished
Every last remnant of fear, concerning my sliding back down
The slippery slope where indecision resides, suggesting that
My ability to honor my existential needs, without
Heaping self-imposed guilt on my head, has successfully
Processed its way toward achieving a well earned
Sense of personal contentment with the person
I, now, know myself to be, and that's why, with each
Forward step that I freely choose to take on the path toward
Self discovery, my voice will have no reason to waver whenever
I choose to meet my needs (within reason) without
Inner conflict undermining my resolve, suggesting that
Once again, the concepts of:  No pain no gain and balance in all things
Walk hand in hand ... and yes, my friends ...
Intuitive thought woke me at dawn, this morning, to build upon insights
Drawn forth and clarified within my last post, before
My think tank felt ready to give birth to today's insight, which
Having labored to tunnel within my subconscious while
My conscious mind had sound reason to sleep as peacefully as
An innocent babe, throughout the night, has readied itself to be
Considered by you, and if you ask how I know that
Yet another new insight into self awareness is
Percolating inside my head, right now
I'd smile before quietly replying with conviction:
For quite some time, my brain has been mindfully trained to
Quest toward and absorb insight in a timely fashion, suggesting that
There's always something brewing inside there just waiting
For me to wake up and smell the coffee, which
Re-energizes my spirit, on a daily basis ...
And guess what Socrates just whispered into my ear?
He said:  Annie, why not make good use of your voice, right now, by
Penning something so profound as to inspire
Your readers to grow ever more self aware of the fact that
Ever since birth, the complex nature of their brains has been organized with
The potential to operate in the same insightful way as has become true of yours

I mean, seriously, Annie, when considering bigger pictures

Isn't inspiring others to identify their potential, waiting to ripen
The primary reason as to why your brain has felt committed to
Awakening your spirit at dawn, over these past five years, feeling
Self-inspired to reach for your iPad in order to review
Strings of insight expressed, yesterday, in hopes of
Expanding your think tank's ability to process through
The absorption of insights, which reveal deeper truths, concerning
Love and life, before your think tank feels free to pen a new post upon
Arising to greet each first day of the rest of your life?  (Whew!)

Then, after taking a breath, he went on ...
Isn't today's insight, concerning the power of one, working to
Inspire confidence in others to tap, more readily, day by day
Into their intuitive powers of positive focus, your contribution to
Creating change for the better throughout the world—as each of you
Takes one small step forward for the good of
Mankind, womankind and most especially for children, who are known to
Mimic the open or closed mind sets of their elders?
And then, with a wink of his eye ...

The spirit of the sage spread his wings and swooshed away, leaving behind
A flash of light so bright as to have lit up the clear blue sky like the 4th of July
As for me, I smiled, pushed publish, threw back the quilt and if you
Picture my mind bouncing with heartfelt energy, you'll see me
Jumping out of bed, my smile beaming bright as sunshine, because
My sweet little Ravi has a play date with Gramma, this morning
I mean, seriously, the mere thought of having made time to
Have her sweet nature all to myself, today, makes
My spirit leap for joy! And if you think one iota of my mind
Feels guilty of seeing myself as greedy ... may I
Respectfully request that you review heartfelt insights published within
These last several posts, yet again ... because, deeper truth suggests that
All I feel is every bit as lucky (while I observe the peaceful nature of
My soul, freeing my spirit to feast with pure delight, every time I have a chance
To enjoy one-on-one time with a loved one, such as Ravi has become to me)
As I know myself to have grown ever more plucky, over time :)

Ravi, catching hold of BIG FOOT ( which is attached to Daddy  :)