2015
Each day, I glance up at the title of my current post and wonder if it should change to more aptly match the content; then I choose to let it be for this reason: Sometimes, my mind reacts like the pilot of a direct flight, taking off from one location, jetting across the expanse of time until all passengers land at the same destination, safe and sound. At other times, my mind pilots my blog and its passengers through interrelated thoughts, and as we travel, back and forth through time, that's when insight into simplifying complexity, which still puzzles me, tends to ignite. Therefore, as we travel, back and forth, intuition is actively directing me to clarify (consciously) this fact: Meandering is not what's happening. What's happening is my conscious mind is engaged in absorbing a sense of depth perception that hindsight makes more readily assessable than that which had been possible in 'real' time, and thus do I come to see how 'this' is directly related to 'that', which had come before. Each time I remember to clarify the importance of 'one change influencing another, inner conflict, concerning what to write next, resolves, freeing my whole mind to feel at ease about offering my inner pilot, who proves to be more knowledgable about intuiting which next fork in the road to choose than is true of my conscious state of mind, the freedom needed to function with the clarity that successful solution-seeking demands ...
Though, generally speaking, most flights, which touch down, here and there, pilot others where they need to go, that's not true of the auto pilot that controls the direction of each post I write. The pilot, who directs my blog (and my life) is fully aware of where my conscious mind needs insight into hindsight in order to gain the foresight necessary to simplify emotional complexity, which had caused me to make decisions that had not offered me the freedom to be true to my deepest heart's desire at an earlier time in my life. Thus, each time inner conflict arises, anew, concerning a heartrending decision I'd once thought necessary, which, intuition is still itching to reconsider, I seek deeper insight into this fact of life: Life offers each of us reason to repeat the same 'lesson', again and again, until we can pinpoint the portion of a heartfelt plan, which did not work in our favor, so that once we tweak that which had interfered with achieving success, the illusive nature of that heartfelt goal and peace of mind are won, at last.
If you think that, upon awakening at 6:30, this morning, my conscious mind had a clue that intuition was about to direct my think tank to release these insights, please think again. In truth, I'd no clue which word was about to appear on my screen until my inner pilot stopped my stylus from leaping all over the keyboard from one letter to another! And as my conscious mind is not certain as to what intuition has directed me to clarify (though my feeling of clarity suggests that today's train of thought has successfully pulled into the station), I feel so certain of my ducks lining up in a row as to decide to publish this post without reviewing it, even once.
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