1406(A) INTRO TO MY INEXPERIENCED ADVENTURES INTO PARENTING Part 39

2015
The magic inherent in intuition induced me to
Check out a post penned in the past, and
Much to my surprise, here is what I found, written years ago ...

Post 708 CONFUSION IS A SELF TRUST TROUNCER

As confusion can be a self trust trouncer

I work to minimize anxiety for this reason:
Anxiety interferes with our powers of logical reasoning
Once I regain control over my reasoning powers
Confusion is more likely to straighten itself out, and
Here's why that proves true, time and again:

Once my spirit brightens, insights are more likely to
Chug out of a tunnel inside my mind as naturally
As kernels of corn pop non stop in hot oil

At those times when anxiety causes my mind to feel

Too darkly complex for insights to pop

Suggesting that confusion is crowding

All sense of self trust into a dark spot within my mind
It's time to question whether several emotional reactions
Acting like jumping beans, are bouncing into each other while
I'm attempting to reorganize a semblance of
Logical thoughts to line up inside my head

At those times when several emotional reactions
Are leap frogging around, bouncing off
Each other like bumper cars
This next thought extends my patience:
Leaps and bounds of personal growth may be
Clashing with old mind sets inside my think tank ... Sooo ...
Though I may need to calm my emotional reactiveness down
That does not mean turning my churning emotional needs off

As calming Mother Nature's natural sense of
Emotional reactiveness makes good sense
My smarts aim to relax inner turmoil with dollops of
Introspective patience until
Nourishing kernels of personal growth begin to pop, suggesting
My need to reflect more deeply than ever over whatever experience
Has caused internal unrest to disrupt peace of mind
And once positive focus and mindful attention to

Detailing needs, all around, have been reconsidered in depth
Self trust begins to sense that insight into clarity, which

Balances emotion with logic, will soon be mine
And once insight into clarity is mine
My think tank taps into creativity, which inspires me to
Tweak a plan that did not offer peace of mind, first time round

Whew!  :)