Saturday, May 4, 2019

LET’S IDENTIFY THE ON-GOING DEVELOPMENT OF MY BRAIN’S INTUITIVELY INSPIRED CONSCIOUS SENSE OF POSITIVELY FOCUSED MIND CONTROL

2019
Today, I awoke wondering if it’s possible for an intuitive sense of mind control to release repressed pain without re-envisioning memories that continue to ‘feel’ too horrific to consciously recall ...

That question came to me after a session of EMDR therapy, during which I’d voiced my fear of releasing repressed memories so horrid as to strike my current connection to emotionally rebalanced well being with spikes of anxiety, leading my therapist too offer me a gently reassuring smile while imparting an experiential insight, which you’ll find paraphrased right here:  As you work toward heightening current levels of emotional maturity, anxiety associated with past experiences decreases proportionately, stimulating your intuitive intelligence to guide the conscious portion of your brain toward the readiness to release anesthetized memories so naturally as to coax your subconscious to expunge each next layer of deeply repressed angst.

Upon absorbing the calming nature of my therspist’s insight, my smile, responding naturally to hers, saw me driving home, reflecting over the soothing ways that an astute therapist’s positively focused experiential wisdom continues to offer my defense system sound reason to relieve my body of inner tension and relax until each next train of intuitive thought, serving to alert the conscious portion of my mind of readiness to permit my processor to switch tracks from defensively fearing subconscious anxiety spiking throughout my think tank (compelling me to fight, flee or freeze) toward courageously strengthening my spirit to embrace a self soothing attitudinal change for the better, thus encouraging the insightful portion of my think tank to spotlight internal steps of emotional healing advancing forward, each of which inspires self confident trains of thought to take courageous leaps of faith toward filtering self disparaging attitudes ever more clearly through my wall of denial so as to be consciously identified, as has most especially proved true, over these last several weeks ... Whew!

Hmmm—perhaps today’s train of thought has served to stimulate your sense of intuitive intrigue to wonder over the series of events that took place in April when our immediate family, minus one, chose to enjoy each other’s company during my grandchildren’s spring break on the coast at which time a serious health issue arose ...

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