Rather than asking you to scroll back to consider
Insights added to part 1 (this morning), I’ve decided to
Copy portions of that post, which offer us both additional
Morsels of food for thought, which may aid our think tanks’
Digestion of the banquet of self-healing trains of thought that
My love of humanity feels compelled to serve up, day after day
So, let’s straighten our thinking caps, because here we go:
If you presume to see yourself as an adult who’d escaped
Childhood unscathed by emotional trauma, please think again
Because your defense system may still be repressing
The traumatic nature of a specific childhood experience, which
Had piled an avalanche of undeserved guilt upon
Your inexperienced, and therefore, innocent head much too
Harshly for the misdemeanor that you’d actually committed
Suggesting that your minor transgression against the word of authority
Did not have to be associated with anything as extreme as death or
Assault to have caused a good little boy or girl to harbor
A repressed fear of emotional abandonment based in
Seeing oneself as having been so bad (imperfect) as to
Feel unworthy of unconditional love as had
Proved true of me until hindsight began to reveal strings of
Inter-related insights, which had spotlighted
‘Forgotten’ details that, over time, had served to
Clear my conscience of deeply coiled layers of
Undeserved guilt, releasing my think tank of tension so as to
To offer my close-minded attitudes sound reason to relax at
Least enough to take baby steps until positively focused
Leaps of faith saw me land upon mental growth spurts, each one
Inspiring my intelligence to feel ever more wholly free to respect
The emotionally matured (And yet imperfect) adult whom
I continue to grow to be—
Hhmm ...
PS
Once the conscious portion of your processor has had time to
Naturally (thus peaceably) absorb deeper truths presented within
Today’s insight-driven intuitive train of thought, it’s highly
Possible that your intuitive powers may feel inspired to
Readily release a more detailed remembrance of
A childhood memory in which you’d felt chastised so
Severely for committing a misdemeanor as to have
Wounded the budding nature of your self esteem, and if that
Memory arises then you, too, may benefit from visualizing
The small child you had been so clearly as to wholly reconcile
An inner conflict (concerning YOUR worthiness of
Unconditional love), which has been subconsciously repressed ever
Since you were too young to fathom the emotional complexities that
Complicate our love relationships, and once your adult intelligence
Absorbs the subconscious existence of that classic inner conflict
(I’m too imperfect to feel loved vs I’m worthy of receiving
Love and respect, flaws and all) that’s when your growing sense of
Intuitive thought may guide the conscious portion of your mind toward
Carving an existential path so as to seek strings of
Inter-related insights, which may light your way toward liberating
Your natural sense of ‘love of self’ from remaining unwittingly
Locked within a self demeaning mental block that
Has been solidly frozen in the distant past with no key insight in
Plain sight with which to free the long imprisoned state of
Your wounded self respect until—NOW—
Huge Hhmm ...
PSS
Since your first hint concerning the primary experience, which had dropped a mountain of undeserved guilt upon your head, may emerge within a complicated dream (the details of which don’t seem to make sense, at first glance), you may choose to lie still and calm upon awakening in hopes of recalling your dreams, which may help you to puzzle your way through whatever bits and pieces your subconscious is attempting to communicate to the conscious portion of your mind concerning clueing your intelligence into a deeper truth that you’ve kept secreted from yourself about yourself, and now that my power of intuition has guided me to place that riddle in your hands, let’s see if your intuitive power feels inspired to ‘do its thing’—
Normal sized Hhmm ...
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