Once the healthy portion of a person's mind
Earnestly sets a course that conscientiously
Seeks out strings of insight, which spotlight the difference
Between thought patterns that are based in a self respecting
Self image from those that prove self demeaning in nature
(Thus self defeating), that person is on his/her way toward
Healing (liberating) the injured portion of his/her think tank from
The lingering nature of childhood trauma, which limits
The farsighted scope of an intelligent processor from
Clearly identifying subconscious need to muster the patience
Necessary to embrace an on-going series of
Courageous leaps of faith toward expanding an adult’s
Emotionally mature view of choices, which, during childhood
Had stimulated eruptions of high anxiety (based in
A repressed fear of failure to please the powers that be, which
Had sucker punched the child’s budding connection to
High self esteem, thus knocking out an intelligent but inexperienced
Processor's sense of positive focus at times when
The self assertive side of your existential voice (and mine) had
Need to feel wholly ready to stand its ground so as to
Inspire intuitive trains of thought to speak aloud of deeper truths that
Would have offered sound reason to challenge the validity of
Those in authority, whose hasty, over-reactive, surface judgments
Had been known to miss the bullseye, more often than not—so
If you presume to see yourself as an adult who’d escaped
Childhood unscathed by emotional trauma, please think, again
Because the trauma that had piled an avalanche of
Undeserved guilt upon your inexperienced, and thus
Innocent head much too harshly for the misdemeanor that
You had actually committed did not have to be
Anywhere as extreme as death or assault to have caused
A good little boy or girl to harbor a repressed fear of
Emotional abandonment based in seeing oneself as
Being so imperfect as to feel unworthy of unconditional love
As hindsight (revealing strings of inter-related insights that
Spotlighted ‘forgotten’ details, which had served to clear my mind of
Deeply coiled layers of undeserved guilt) proved true of me—
Hhmm ...
PS
Once the conscious portion of your processor has had time to naturally
And peaceably absorb deeper truths presented within today’s
Insight-driven intuitive train of thought, it’s highly possible that
Your intuitive powers may feel inspired to readily release
A childhood memory in which you’d felt chastised so severely for
Committing a misdemeanor as to have wounded the budding nature of
Your self esteem, and if that memory arises then you, too, may
Benefit from seeing yourself so clearly as to wholly reconcile
An inner conflict (concerning your worthiness of
Unconditional love), which has been subconsciously repressed, ever since
You were too young to fathom the emotional complexities that
Complicate our love relationships, and once your adult intelligence
Absorbs the subconscious existence of that classic inner conflict
(I’m too imperfect to feel loved vs I’m worthy of receiving
Love and respect, flaws and all) that’s when your growing sense of
Intuitive thought may guide the conscious portion of your mind toward
Carving an existential path upon which strings of inter-related insights
May light your way toward liberating your injured love of self from
Unwittingly remaining locked within a self demeaning mental block, which has been
Solidly frozen in the distant past with no key insight in plain sight with
Which to liberate the long imprisoned state of your self respect until—
Now—
Huge Hhmm ...
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