UNSEALING YET ANOTHER SECRET POCKET WITHIN MY BRAIN TITLED: PITTSBURGH

Why have I not expressed the depths of my distress
In the aftermath of the worst Jewish massacre in the history of the U.S.A?
Why have I not expressed the depths of my distress
Whenever I read anything published about the national socialist
movement (no capitals by conscious choice), which aims at
Expanding its numbers so as to spread their hateful message of
'death to all who defy their white supremacist ideology'?
Why have I not expressed the depths of my distress
Concerning the fact that during the past year
An Anti-Defamation League report suggested that violence
Vandalism, threats, and harassment against the Jewish portion of
Our population has increased by 57 percent (paraphrasing
An article penned by columnist, Mona Charen)?
Why have I, who take pride in feeling Jewish, through and through
Not suffered more painfully in the aftermath of this horrific massacre
Than had been true each time those whose religious faith differs from
Mine were murdered in cold blood?  Is it because so many mass murders
Snuffing out the lives of innocent people, many of whom are children
Continue to follow one after another, so that my defense system feels
Need to protect my heart from reeling with grief so overwhelming as to
See my spirit plummet, as would have been true in the past?
Though my brain has not processed those answers—as of yet—
The fact that my power of intuition has naturally filtered these
Questions into the conscious portion of my mind, today, suggests that
Emotion, which I must be in denial of feeling is bound to surface or
Else these questions would not have emerged as though all on their own
And as one insight leads to another—I feel hopeful that before too long
My intuitive nature, which now hosts a storehouse of personal strengths
Will signal the subconscious portion of my brain as to my conscious
Sense of readiness to proactively confront layers of
Emotional distress, which have surely been repressed within
A secret pocket of my brain space, soon to be productively unsealed—
Hmmm ...