Here's an upper that I wish was habit forming:
All I have to relate, today, is—good news!
Though at this stage of my life (or any stage of life for
That matter) a wish like that proves so unrealistic as to reflect
Wishful thinking on my part—uh-huh-uh-huh—so, let’s get real:
We arrived at the hospital at 5:30 am (whaaat?), and shortly thereafter
Will's digestive system was thoroughly scoped from top to bottom
After which, my husband received a clean (though hefty hospital) bill of health
At which time the tiny camera, snaking through tunnels connecting several
Digestive organs, took a snapshot of one lonely polyp, which, having been
Removed will be biopsied, amid several snapshots of inflammation
(Also biopsied to rule out bacterial infection, and though the scope
Highlighted a small esophageal hiatus hernia, which had been duly
Noted in Will’s chart several years back, naught was found to offer
Will's mental reaction or mine reason to tense up with undo concern—Hooray!
As to posting the camera's snapshots, scoped during today's internal
'photo session'—I was surprised when Will's surgeon handed
Copies of those pics to me while Will was still wandering through
A dreamscape of anesthesia's making in the recovery room—though
No doubt you'll agree that any thought of creating an album or
Choosing to post that series of photos for public consumption
Strikes me as being highly unseemly, indeed—LOL!
PS
While awaiting good news in the surgical waiting room
My processor remained productively occupied reviewing and
Revising posts published on Sept. 1st and Sept. 6th; however
In the interest of time, the post published on Sept. 10th will remain
Unrepaired, symbolizing one of life's countless imperfections, which
Offers up no sense of urgency concerning working toward
Change for the better in hopes of effecting steps toward
Self-improvement, and as ups and only ups have shown up in
Today's post, I'm sure you can imagine my spirit, flying free of
Concern, feeling as light as a feather tickling my natural sparkle to
Soar so high in the sky as to I gnite my heartfelt sense of delight to
Shine ever so brightly from deep within the windows of my soul as to
Naturally inspire my cheek splitting grin to extend from ear to ear—
Ohhmm ...
PSS
In place of today's 'photo shoot', I’d like to offer up a duet of
Playful memories, which are such a hoot as to charm
Your funny bone into enjoying a hearty chuckle along with mine
*BTW—I had trouble erasing the third video that proved too long to show up, so
In hopes of expressing (rather than unconsciously suppressing) even
One iota of mental frustration, I plan to put my homework to good use as soon as
Today's post is published at which time I'll inhale so deeply as to consciously
Exhale any negative energy, which, being absorbed into my body during
Moments fraught with frustration, would have naturally translated into
Muscular tension, and in this proactive manner will I prevent left over
Inner tension (born of spurts of adrenalin pumping into my blood stream) from
Becoming ever more deeply repressed, unnecessarily—I mean, seriously—
Who wants to physically lug around mental and muscular tension that has
Unconsciously been placed in subconscious storage for
No good reason—indefinitely? Not me—that's for sure— and as to that
Stubborn video, my processor's determined attitude figured out how to delete it—
Ohhmm ...
PSSS
Let's keep today's string of insights in the forefront of our minds in
Hopes that when the sun comes out, tomorrow, intuitive readiness to
Pen a detailed description of my homework assignment will feel ripe for
The pick'ins. and speaking of hope, I hope you're becoming
Ever more aware of the fact that upon consciously working toward
Identifying and reconsidering your closed mindsets, your processor will
Come to refocus your intelligence toward turning your concentration inward so
As to naturally catch on to those times when your intuitive voice is
Proactively guiding your conscious awareness to absorb strings of insight that
Hope to flow into the forefront of your mind as you develop into
A deep thinking individual whose intellect tunes into the daily existence of
Your innate intuitive powers so readily as to enhance your sense of
Clarity during moments fraught with emotional complexity much more
Frequently than proves true of a person, whose closed-minded think tank remains
(Unknowingly) stuck in childhood's reactive emotionality, absorbed unconsciously
(And stored subconsciously) at our mother's (father's) knee—suggesting that
Those of us who choose to develop into individuals whose existential decisions are
Driven less often by subconscious (unidentified) fears and more often by intuitive insight
Concerning inner need to reconsider our personal perceptions of reality by way of
Incorporating creative thinking skills into moments when logical problem solving
Proves necessary will continue to expand our conscious perception of inner need to
Grow ever more mindful of graciously heightening one's personal
Connectedness, first to self awareness so as to identify which aspects of
Your self assessment are in need of adjustment for this reason:
As self respect experiences sound reason to expand, little by little
Your understanding (and mine) of thought processes, which actually constitute
Mutual respect, deepens exponentially ... (Though this last portion of today's post
Feels so complex as to, most likely, be in need of a ton of work, intuition is
Signaling my think tank to wrap up today’s train of thought, right now, before
My wearied intelligence springs a leak, and when intuition speaks, I listen up before
My thumb finds it necessary to plug itself into a dike that's begun to spurt
Creamed corn all over my brain's tool box into which I’ve conscientiously worked to
Absorb a wide variety of highly creative, deeply intuitive solution seeking skills!
Ohhmm ...
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