Thursday, September 20, 2018

FROM COOL AS A CUCUMBER TO SIMMERING IN CREAM OF CUCUMBER SOUP—HHMMM ...

So, in the aftermath of Yom Kippur, which offers moments of deep reflection, my connection to self awareness, newly restrengthened, stimulates hindsight to speak to the conscious portion of my mind, and that's most especially true each time I find myself seeking to deepen my understanding of my heartfelt reaction whenever a love connection comes to mind, and simply put, here is this morning's intuitive insight:

If my heart has been missing a loved one, overlong, then
My processor will be inclined to lessen my connection to
logic in favor of leaning closer to the opposite pole that exists within
My brain where my impassioned unmet emotions are stored in
A mental state of suppression until a stimulus of mesmerizing proportions
(Whether conscious or subconscious) stirs the pot in which
Creamed cucumber soup is simmering, and if an electrifying
Vision of acmemory arises that suddenly turns up the heat then
Suppressed emotion will spontaneously float to the surface
Stimulating my think tank to shift so close to the epicenter of
My brain's emotional pole as to overwhelm my processor's
Connection to logic until whatever I'm feeling has had time to
Cool down thus freeing my intuitive powers to give voice to
Inner need to calm my sense of longing at least enough to
Re-establish a mindful, time sensitive semblance of
Balance, which, upon relaxing this current surge of
Emotional reactivity, restores my brain's natural 
(Innate) ability to reorganize static electricity, thus
Regulating emotion with logic in a manner that
Proves so insight-driven as to provide my heart
And psyche safe passage along my step-by-step
Ever maturing, consistent progression toward
Maintaining and expanding the highly personal
Well balanced degree of self controlled
Self assessment that sees me charting a course that
Deviates away from guilting myself so harshly of having
Committed minor tansgressions as to condemn
My heart to live a life chained to self denial, over long—
Ohhmmm ...

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