WHY SO MANY BBBBBBBBBBBBBB’s?

This post, written sometime last summer, was retrieved from drafts, today:

If there's one thing life offers in

Abundance to one and all

It is puzzlements, left dangling, that make us

Scratch our heads as if scratching will reveal
Answers to riddles buried deeper than
Conscious memory can readily recall, and
With that intuitive insight swinging in the air like
A vine ripe with grapes enticing our minds to thirst for

Answers to riddles stored deep side your mind and mine

Let's consider the universal wisdom inherent in

Taking leaps of faith toward offering

Each other's quirkiness the benefit of

The doubt concerning that which intuition

Compels each of us to say or not say or do or

Not do that may not seem to make sense to
Anyone who thinks to know us well ...

You see, each time we consciously place our

Defensive reactions aside in favor of

Listening ever so closely as to identify
The underlying emotion that

Drives a person to say or do ‘this over that’

We’ll encourage the concept of cooperative teamwork to

Advance forward, one step at a time, and

Having clarified the fact that today's

Intuitive train of thought is meant to convey

The value of consciously and consistently

Redirecting our mental energies toward seeking

Something of value to land upon rather than

Freeing our defensive reactions to

Make much ado about nothing,  I must admit to

Feeling somewhat stymied as to what today's

Intuitive train of thought is guiding my conscious mind to
Grow aware of, next, suggesting that when in doubt about
One’s own or each other’s mental process

We may both do well to agree to follow this rule of thumb:

As soon as a sense of confusion confounds our

Conversations, we’ll choose to make good use of

Our time and mental acuity by employing positively focused
Emotional energy to direct our preprogrammed
Defensive reactions to si in time out so as to consciously reboot

Our brain’s good natured, objective sense of emotional equilibrium in
Hopes of strengthening our fledgling connection to

Solution-seeking serenity by reminding ourselves that
Life is short and time waits for no one to emotionally mature in regards to

Learning to acknowledge and accept the human brain’s personal

Foibles, and if we can learn to feel amused at how quickly a bright brain can
Get caught up in a web of emotional confusion then by laughing at
Ourselves, we who laugh together instead of trying to best each other will
Laugh best, and knowing that today’s post may have aroused your sense of

Confusion (which left unresolved may gve rise to an eruption of
Defensive frustration) let’s choose to switch tracks, right now and
Practice LOL followed by Ohhmmm ...

Thursday, November 2, 2017

If there are no coincidences then I find it of interest to note that yesterday’s post (also recovered from drafts), welcoming Turkmenistan, was retrieved and published the morning after I finished a gripping novel situated in Turkey.

I also find it of interest to note that today’s post (penned last summer) concerning setting defensive reactions to confounding situations aside, was retrieved from drafts two days after I finished this gripping novel in which emotional secrets are empowered to arouse defense systems on both sides to dam up open pathways of thought that would have freed three generations from remaining tethered to yesteryear’s narrow belief system, blocking one generation after another from dissolving spiritual loneliness by way of participating in conversations, resulting in unlocking every heart to embrace each other’s undying love, releasing lost souls from remaining stuck in a sad place, forever ...

It’s as if my intuitive powers knew exactly when to retrieve these two posts from drafts, which, having been written months before reading this novel, had naught to do with confounding eruptions of muscle tension that have been seeping out from subconscious storage, intermittently,  over these last three weeks (fortunately, I’ve learned that muscle memory precedes conscious awareness of emotional memory, which is still processing toward the surface of my mind ... suggestive of why we so often hear:  listen to your body.

Twas not until today that I had more than a clue or two as to why my body has been signaling my conscious awareness to remain alert to the fact that something has stimulated subconscious irritation to filter through a crack in yet a deeper layer in my wall of denial, suggesting that my present state of inner tension is due to intuitive energy on the move, meaning that Insight is readying me to disclose another self demeaning, self defeating, self conceived negative belief about myself to myself, and once insight shines its spotlight upon the fact that that belief was never true or is no longer true of the adult whom I’ve chosen to grow up to be, another negatively focused belief, which hath been in need of conscious reprocessing ever since childhood, will dissolve, and as the son of one of my best friends in the Midwest has recently brought charges of sexual abuse against a former high school teacher, I can’t help but wonder if his courageous public disclosure of three weeks ago (along with allegations of sexual abuse raging through Hollywood) has continued to stimulate the crack in this subconscious layer of my wall of denial to expand a bit more, day by day ... I mean, whereas third world nations may command their women to cover up from head to toe, here in the states, the powers of the high and mighty whip underlings in secreted, heavy handed ways ... seriously, recent Hollywood reveals will prove to be the tip of the iceberg, because we live in a nation where those in power moved pedaphile priests from parrish to parrish,  and a sexual predator sits on our Supreme Court,  and last year, we elected a known sexual predator to preside as president over all.  And so, though this inner tension is irritating my sense of inner peace, I embrace it as alerting me (rather than alarming me) to ready my strengths to accept a highly personal reveal, which, upon full disclosure, will free a portion of my self worth to heal from pain that I’ve hidden from conscious awareness, over long ... and the distinction between my feeling alerted rather than alarmed by the arousal of inner tension is the most elemental slice of knowledge, concerning emotional intelligence, that today’s intuitive train of thought has meant to convey to your conscious mind and mine, because though this info is not new to me, once again:  Repetition is not redundant when the goal of retrospective reflection is retention ... and on that positive note, I’ll relax my active sense of self awareness from processing in hopes of freeing my insight-driven, intuitive powers to entice my subconscious memory to acknowledge my conscious readiness to receive its next reveal ...