Sooo ... instinct suggests I do this, next ...
Just as I reviewed Bully For Me
I'll review First Kiss
Then Twinkle Twinkle
And perhaps, after reviewing and reabsorbing these first three stories, all of which flowed forth quite naturally out of my mind, my block against writing a high school story may somehow unjam. In fact, perhaps while recapping these earliest stages of my life, my thought processor will muster the courage to unearth an emotional reaction to some fearsome experience, which remains buried so deeply within my subconscious as to cause the story-telling portion of my mind to be rendered as voiceless, today, as when my voice had choked in my throat when I was a teen, terrified of venturing onto center stage where guys ... who only wanted one thing ... ran the show ... In fact, I can't help but hope that while backtracking from today's mental block toward the beginning of my life, when my voice rang out as true to me as truth can be, insight may light up a dark spot inside my mind, where subconscious fear may be causing high school stories to choke ... and as hunting down insight into submissive fear is a feat requiring courage, patience and moral support ... please wish me good luck as my spirit steels my mind to best this test by stepping up to the plate and zeroing in on the ball ... which instinct suggests may fly in from out of the blue at such a high velocity that I'll either slam it out of the park or strik... Uh ...on second thought, let's set our concentration on that positive thought of hitting a homer and leave it at that ... because if the truth be told, and it's the truth we're after, I have no more clue than you as to what surprise may fly out of my mind when next we meet ...
Your friend,
:) Annie
Just as I reviewed Bully For Me
I'll review First Kiss
Then Twinkle Twinkle
And perhaps, after reviewing and reabsorbing these first three stories, all of which flowed forth quite naturally out of my mind, my block against writing a high school story may somehow unjam. In fact, perhaps while recapping these earliest stages of my life, my thought processor will muster the courage to unearth an emotional reaction to some fearsome experience, which remains buried so deeply within my subconscious as to cause the story-telling portion of my mind to be rendered as voiceless, today, as when my voice had choked in my throat when I was a teen, terrified of venturing onto center stage where guys ... who only wanted one thing ... ran the show ... In fact, I can't help but hope that while backtracking from today's mental block toward the beginning of my life, when my voice rang out as true to me as truth can be, insight may light up a dark spot inside my mind, where subconscious fear may be causing high school stories to choke ... and as hunting down insight into submissive fear is a feat requiring courage, patience and moral support ... please wish me good luck as my spirit steels my mind to best this test by stepping up to the plate and zeroing in on the ball ... which instinct suggests may fly in from out of the blue at such a high velocity that I'll either slam it out of the park or strik... Uh ...on second thought, let's set our concentration on that positive thought of hitting a homer and leave it at that ... because if the truth be told, and it's the truth we're after, I have no more clue than you as to what surprise may fly out of my mind when next we meet ...
Your friend,
:) Annie
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