In recent weeks, numbers of readers are falling off
Even so, I need to suck that up
And not force my mind to switch on
The story-telling side of my brain
For this reason:
Though many must learn to control anger
Or release anger in healthy ways
I am in need of exhuming
An extraordinary stash of unacknowledged anger
Without feeling consumed by UNDESERVED guilt
I mean—
How many really good folk are conditioned
To not feel enraged with certain people
Whose traits frustrate all sense of inner peace
Right our of our minds?
What if fear calls upon
The defense system to cast a sleeping spell
Upon a person's ability to even sense anger
Tossing, turning and burning with rage—
Deep within?
If rage
And peace of mind
Are opposites
Then, my short range goal must be
To awaken to my sense of rage, really soon!
And as I tend to follow instructions that make sense
Perhaps tis a good thing for readers to clear out for awhile
Because—as I dive more deeply into my subconscious
Who's to know when it may be time to exclaim—
'Holy smokescreens! Run for your life! Thar she blows!
Even so, I need to suck that up
And not force my mind to switch on
The story-telling side of my brain
For this reason:
Though many must learn to control anger
Or release anger in healthy ways
I am in need of exhuming
An extraordinary stash of unacknowledged anger
Without feeling consumed by UNDESERVED guilt
I mean—
How many really good folk are conditioned
To not feel enraged with certain people
Whose traits frustrate all sense of inner peace
Right our of our minds?
What if fear calls upon
The defense system to cast a sleeping spell
Upon a person's ability to even sense anger
Tossing, turning and burning with rage—
Deep within?
If rage
And peace of mind
Are opposites
Then, my short range goal must be
To awaken to my sense of rage, really soon!
And as I tend to follow instructions that make sense
Perhaps tis a good thing for readers to clear out for awhile
Because—as I dive more deeply into my subconscious
Who's to know when it may be time to exclaim—
'Holy smokescreens! Run for your life! Thar she blows!
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