What happens when a soul searching experience awakens you to the fact that vital aspects of your life, which had 'seemed' normal, prove unhealthy for your personal sense of well being?
When challenged with change, how conflicted might you feel until you dive in deep enough to figure out that which was too complicated for a child to comprehend?
Would you like to know that each decision you make, today, is based in an acquired strength rather than in a subconscious fear, which unwittingly side tracks your train of thought?
Upon reading an article in Vogue (June 2011, p. 80) I came upon the word proprioception:
"The way you perceive yourself, literally, in space; your equilibrium ..."
"The private joy of feeling precisely right about how ... she's chosen to move through the world."
Aha! I thought. So this is what I seek when my mind resists a goal :
I seek a sense of peace concerning which conflict to confront now, which to confront later ...
Here's how that translates to the those times when part of my mind is resistant to writing a story:
Stories, which build intrigue, are many layered. So I seek a sense of peace concerning which details to reveal now, which to table till later. Once that decision is made, my mind is stoked with inner strength, and the little engine that could feels free to chug ahead.
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