Thursday, November 3, 2022

A SPIRITED STRUGGLE BETWEEN COURAGE AND FEAR

 When several days pass without my having published a new post that’s indicative of my thoughts concerning some aspect of life running far too deep to have composed my emotional reaction so as to be able to construct sentence structure that clearly reveals whatever feeling I’ve been currently suppressing deep within my mind.

For example, ever since my appointment on Tuesday with the oncology radiologist at Mayo, my mental struggle has been concerned with mustering the courage to overcome fear so as to make a decision based in logic in hopes of prolonging my life.

👩🏻Annie

PS   If you’ve come to know me then you already know which side of my spirit will ultimately win this debate that has stirred inner conflict to disrupt my peace of mind.

Oh!  One more thing—while feeling conflicted I’m also grateful for the fact that, over these past three days, nausea has not returned. And as you can imagine, my beleaguered mind considers that groomed sense of rebalance to be a welcome relief.

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