Though my most recent difficult medical decision has been made with logic leading the way, my emotional reaction continues to erupt, feeling like an upstart, stirring up my thought processor too much to express myself in writing with the clarity, which thankfully was mine when we were summoned to meet with my medical team, who generously chose to reconvene on the spare of the moment, yesterday, at Mayo. Though I’d not wanted to miss my Shakespeare class via zoom, my gratitude for my medical team’s personal involvement with my well being actually felt palpable.
Once my processor feels less swirly, I’ll outline how pros outweighed cons while my decision making process concerning surgical removal vs radiating my neck tumor came to depend upon common sense to resolve this inner conflict that ran interference with regaining peace of mind, which is not yet entirely mine.
Thank goodness, David is with us and a sleep over with Ravi is planned for tonight. Along with Dr. Papa, we’re all eager to enjoy an evening filled with uncomplicated fun, which is just what my tightly wound mind is in need of to feel fully relaxed though radiation therapy lies directly ahead …
🙋🏻♀️😊Annie
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