Here’s a question that’s key to starting your engine—When ‘they’ say—the answers are within you, why don’t ‘they’ add: The answers you seek are secreted within your subconscious, and no one can enter your brain’s tightly locked inner sanctum but you—However, before a heightened sense of self awareness can enter your brain’s tightly locked inner sanctum where insights abound, your thought processor has need to relax inner tension so as to tap ever so naturally into your intuitive powers, which, with bated breath, wait in the wings of the theater of life in hopes of offering the conscious portion of your brain a complex series of cues concerning how best to sidestep around your defense system which stands guard over the master key that will open the door in your wall of denial so that your newfound sense of clarity, which had been clouded by unidentified fear, can clearly see your heart’s deepest, unmet desire awaiting your arrival once yesteryear’s whispers of undeserved guilt have absorbed sound reason to transform into your very own existential voice of emotional freedom, which has also been waiting in the wings to walk assuredly onto the center stage of your life, head held high, supported by self respect’s towering inner strengths, which, feeling naturally self-empowered to orchestrate your newly healed wholesome self to blend all sides of you so harmonically as to see you develop into the lead character in your very own operetta, who readily belts out these lyrics from the rafters as your voice echos throughout the amphitheaters of the world—OhsweetmysteryoflifeatlastIvefoundyou!!! (Ala Jeanette and Eddie)
Once your newly freed intuitive powers feel well practiced at stringing together inter-related insights concerning the secreted whereabouts of the master key to unlocking your sense of readiness to leap ever more courageously over anxiety so as to plunge into the deepest layers of the dark side of your brain where childhood’s primary unidentified fear of rejection (based in failure to please) remains achingly unresolved, your intuitive intelligence will offer up strings of insight brightening your sense of wholeness to understand what had stimulated your strengths to periodically fall to pieces behind your wall of denial, and as your just reward (for resiliently reassembling your strengths by making sound use of this missing master key, repeatedly) your capacity to communicate honestly with yourself concerning layers of repressed emotional reactions (each of which proves in need of excavation) that your defense system had buried alive within your subconscious during childhood, will continue to be enhanced so that situations, which proved too sadly confounding or desperately terrifying to comprehend by your younger self, will finally make sense, and each time you gain the confidence to dive ever more deeply into your psyche so as to emerge with and openly confront and achingly revive yet another layer of yesteryear’s anesthetized angst—that’s when, having experienced courage defeating unexamined fear, yet again, your processor will feel need to rest before your intuitive powers cue your intelligence into readiness to unlock the next door within your brain’s inner sanctum until, ultimately, your host of inner strengths empowers your mind’s eye to open THE DOOR behind which your primary inner conflict between courage and fear has been held captive, in need of identification and resolution ever since ‘way back when’ your shattered personal sense of safety had believed that your self conceived misperceptions were true until deeper truths began to speak to you, offering proof that your belief system and that which has always been factual has never been a match, and not until your personal belief system (concerning your well developed leadership skills) has mustered the courage to openly confront your fear of disclosing your unhealed vulnerabilities will the last missing key to masterminding peace of mind appear ever so gracefully within the open minded palm of your emotionally rebalanced hand, at long last ... Whew!
As for me, I'm feeling nearly ready to relive—I mean narrate—the painful scene in the alley, where the mind of a dark haired, blue eyed, twelve year old girl who's been secretly crushing on a tall, blond twelve year old boy, is about to experience a sneak attack of PTSD stimulated by an unexpected spike of subconscious fear, which, like a bolt of lightening, is sure to strike Annie’s friendship with Joseph straight through both of their hearts. (By the way, tis common for light hearted love scenes to slide down slippery slopes where yesteryear’s unexamined life (hello Socrates) stimulates subconscious anxiety to spike so suddenly on both sides that neither boy nor girl can dodge bullets zinging, back and forth, wounding every stout heart in sight—and sadly, only The Shadow Mind knows why everyone who cares is bound to fill his/her half full cups with silent tears, for years.)
If subconscious wounds splash out of
Two minds simultaneously then
Repressed demons will be
Unleashed to bite into
Tender flesh
On both sides until—
Heartfelt friendship, feeling deeply pierced
Misreads silence as being so uncaring as to
Arouse basic instincts to feel so deeply injured as to
Lunge and bite back followed by limping painfully
Away into separate caves where self confidence with
One another suffers a premature demise
Upon feeling mortally attacked, this pair of
Sweethearts instinctively submerges, swimming
Ever more blindly in dark murky, self protective
Circles until neither can make heads or tails of what
In tarnation caused love gone wrong to drown—
So THE BLAME GAME begins
As Joseph and Annie will have had no clue
Whatsoever of the fact that repressed
Anxieties, based in yesteryear's painful
Rejections, await ‘reason’ to pounce out of
The subconscious portion of their memories
Both are sadly clueless about this classic fact of life:
Once The Blame Game picks up steam
Egocentric defensiveness knocks out
Logic on both sides so that
Listening skills go down for the count
And as both hearts ache with repressed pain
Each one feels nothing but hurt by the other
Since we do not expect true love's first kiss
To unleash subconscious demons of
Mega proportions on both sides, let’s see
What happens when misperceptions arouse
Emotional reactions that go from good to bad to
Worst scenario ever—for two, nice, unsuspecting kids ...
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