READINESS IS MY FRIEND

In answer to yesterday’s question:

How much courage must I muster before

Annie’s bold stance of Me Too is posted on Facebook?
Readiness will signal my conscious awareness as to
When my connection to courage will have

Grown so bold as to stand up and
Knock three times on the door of
My wall of denial, which, upon swinging open, will
Signal my intuitive intelligence of my readiness to
Confer upon my existential voice the heightened level of
Self empowerment necessary to free the author of
Annie’s blog to feel so well cleansed of every last
Deeply repressed shred of undeserved (self-imposed)
Shame as to openly post ME TOO for
Family and friends across the globe to
Behold My Truth every bit as clearly as
Streams of sun-kissed insights will surely
Warm the cockles of my heart once the blessed day
Dawns that sees me spring out of bed and
Fling open the drapes, feeling so self inspired
Self empowered and self healed as to take that
Final leap of faith whereby my existential voice
Freely declares the wounded portions of my brain so
Re-strengthened as to cool down every last burning ember of
Yesteryear’s shame so as to freely expose
A SECRETED EXPERIENCE without dizzying
My hard won connection to clarity, and
As today’s string of insights has just spotlighted shame as being
The main root of my undoing throughout very stage of my life, I’ve
Just identified subconscious shame as the catalyst, which had caused
My spirit’s connection to courage to slip slide away, repeatedly; however
Now that today’s insight-driven post has revealed
Shame as the primary reason why I’ve not grown so bold as to
Free every last shred of my distorted self image from
Remaining ensnared within the mind-darkening clutches of
Episodic PTSD, I have no doubt that my conscious awareness
Will disempower shame from usurping control over
My processor’s naturally healthy multi-dimensional connection to
Reality once every last drop of undeserved shame has been
Squeezed out of the distorted self image that weakens me with
Subconscious uprisings of mind-crushing insecurity

And now that my mental block no longer blinds my conscious
Awareness from cooling down the searing nature of
Subconscious shame into ash, my courageous connection to
Clarity will grow capable of synthesizing both sides of
My nature into today’s well balanced whole, before too long

And with today’s stream of consciousness clearly
Stated, my power of intuitive thought frees me to ask
Yet another question of my true self:
When will the positively focused side of
My re-energized spirit tap into Annie’s lasting source of
Courage so as to inspire my intuitive intelligence to
Readily stand up and transform words into action by
Acknowledging the inner conflict that has delayed
My connection to tranquility to shine forth free of
Shame as will be seen once the windows of my soul
Encourage my wholesome connection to clarity to freely
Knock three times on the door in my wall of denial, followed by
Hearing my existential voice chime in with:  Open Sesame ...

Today, my connection to reality suggests that
Your guess is as good as mine as to whether
Today’s courageous leap of faith toward naming
Subconscious shame will prove to be the missing link to
Achieving lasting change for the better or  ... Oh wait!
Suddenly I feeling need to dish up one more insight, which
Will spice up the next bite-sized morsel of
Food for thought so as to ready me to feel
So good as to stoke my engine with inner strengths by
Way of synthesizing every inter-related
String of insights, which has brightened
My intelligence to choose to tread
The road less taken in hopes of continually
Lightening my spirit’s burden until
Today’s insight-driven, intuitive train of thought
Readied the healthy portion of my brain to pull
Whatever may be left of my nearly healed
Childhood wounds into the rest station, awaiting
Our arrival, directly ahead:
As you shall soon see, the dawning of
This next insight, which today’s creative stream of
Consciousness has just released from
Subconscious captivity, is about to empower
The engineer of Annie’s blog to acknowledge
The nearness of the light at the end of my tunnel more
Clearly than had ever proved possible before, and
Here is why that’s true:  I have just gained
The clarity to see that Annie’s connection to
Courage has always run deeper than mine ...
Yikes!