Over these past few weeks, I've relied on my intuitive powers to release the answer to this question: What the heck has been causing my thought processor to feel too hazy to think clearly? And though, during recent weeks, my stream of consciousness has considered a list of possible causations, this intermittent sense of mental confusion persists in plaguing my mind, suggesting that the main source of my thought processor's emotional irritation has yet to be accurately diagnosed, because, so far, naught has offered my sense of mental heaviness reason to lift for more than a day or two at a time.
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On the other hand, the hazy nature of the weight I'm carrying inside my head may be indicative of too many worry-files flying open, all at once. So, all I can say with any degree of clarity, thus far, is this: As of right now, I'm tired of working to figure myself out, and if that statement makes you ask: Then why not just stop? Or take a another break? I'd reply: Long standing habits are hard to break. And since my thought processor is accustomed to working toward solutions until my fuel tank starts to sputter, today's wearied stream of consciousness may be indicating that my habit of problem-solving till my brain is running on fumes is another self defeating pattern that's in need of change ...
Guess I'll just have to tolerate this episode of mental discomfort until whatever's brewing deep within my mind is ready to pour itself out ...
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