Damn!
I've been unable to coax a story ... any kind of story
Out of my memory to save my blog from
Hanging on the line, blowing in the wind
Then, last weekend, I found out why that's true:
Dear friends from high school were our houseguests
And as we've loved each other through thick and thin for
More than half a century, our minds seem to work in
Tandem without allowing our defense systems to block
Deeper truths from being freely exchanged, back and forth
So when my treasured friend heard me mention that
I've been experiencing writer's block and
Can't withdraw any kind of story from my memory bank
She, being a therapist, replied: A fear in need of
Subconscious release is blocking your conscious sense of clarity ...
And as her response rang true, I realized that pushing against
My wall of denial increased my resistance, leaving me with
No recourse other than to muster patience while
My brain's intuitive ability to identify, absorb and
Resolve my current state of mental complexity encourages
A deeply repressed childhood fear to re-emerge, thus offering
My taxed thought processor's sense of inner tension sound reason to
Relax until clarity is, once again, mine, and while
I muster the patience to offer my intuitive powers clearance to overcome
The overwhelming nature of my thought processor's
Current struggle with an unidentified inner conflict, I hope you'll choose to
Sit your frustration, concerning the devisive traffic jam inside
My head, in timeout right next to my own until
My brain's natural sense of self confident wholeness returns, signaling
My subconscious of my budding sense of readiness to open
This particular door in my wall of denial, behind which we can imagine
A hooded, childhood fear holding my storyteller hostage by way of
Gagging and tying my sense of clarity to a chair, and having conjured up
That picture in my mind, tis time for the super sleuth within
My brain to call forth a host of inner strengths necessary to
Wrestle unnamed fear (related to repressed emotional pain) to the mat in hopes of
Gaining insight into unhooding yet another deeper truth, concerning
An attitude that most likely demeans my self worth, and suddenly
I've come to see that today's train of intuitive thoughtt is reminding me to
Keep this deeper truth in the forefront of my mind: No pain, no gain ... Whew!
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