First things first:
Post 1456 has been edited several times as I've worked to
Simplify complex trains of intuitive thought, which chugged out of
My brain so quickly as to have ensnared strings of
Significant insights like schools of fish in a net, challenging
My intelligence with re-organizing that stream of consciousness in
Hopes of easing your absorption of insight with clarity intact
And in addition to highlighting the importance of the writer's ability
To make good use of the editing process to simplify strings of insight
So as not to tax the reader's brain with need to slog through line after line of
My mental complexity, I've just become aware of the insight, which
Inspired my conscious mind to sense Socrates' spirit hovering
So close to mine as to have high-fived the evolutionary process of
My intuitive powers, and now, one word of caution before
Inviting your think tank to absorb this next train of thought, which
Is about to march across your screen, releasing personal perceptions that
At first glance may seem like another head-spinning jumble of unrelated
Mumblings when—in fact, every stream of consciousness, which
Marches out of my mind, proves interrelated, over time, and since
Mental complexity, which emerges in its rawest state may be
Confusing, at first, I'd like to note that piping hot insights, poppin'
As fast as kernels of corn, fresh off the cob, will surely make sense once
The editing process of this post is complete, and having clarified
That kernel of truth—ready or not—here comes
The train of thought, which marched out of my mind and then was
Withheld—I know not why—in drafts for several days before
Readiness directed me to publish it in its raw state, today:
Tis not true that some day a prince will come riding along on
A pure white steed, named Silver, to rescue
The Statue of Liberty, whose SOS signals of distress have been
Ensnared within darkly colored nets, made of egocentric prejudice and
Midas-like greed, dimming the perpetual flame of
Our lady's torch (which for more than two centuries has
In fairy tale fashion, symbolized a positively focused
Beacon of light welcoming wearied immigrants to land upon
Our shores, feeling hopeful to live free of prejudicial misjudgment so as
To create new lives in a land where their loved ones will thrive when
Historical truth spotlights sound reason for their disillusionment to
Deepen just as true love's first kiss upon my lips could not awaken
A twelve year old damsel in distress from denial's sleeping spell (which
Had blinded the conscious portion of my think tank from acknowledging
My inability to confront the frightening reality of
My own personal nightmare, which continued to clamor for
Subconscious release until recently, when my growing sense of
Emotional maturity felt ready to openly (courageously) confront
These deeper truths: Time doth not heal all wounds and
Reality doth not be a fairy tale in which love conquers all—
On the other hand, during my intuitive quest to know myself in depth
I happened upon a fork in the road where my life's path was studded with
Sign posts, each signaling an on-going series of insights that encouraged
My subconscious fear, concerning my self worth, to awaken from
Denial's sleeping spell, and here is a brief synopsis of insights, which
Got the ball rolling, stimulating self motivation to steer
My think tank toward resetting my course to focus upon
A personal quest to heighten my self awareness, little by little, on a daily basis:
Tis true that Mother Nature charges all people, who inhabit
The nations of our world, with carving an existential path, which
Being studded with many forks in the road, offers each of us
Two choices, repeatedly: We can choose the fork in the road where
Blind denial of our subconscious vulnerabilities will continue to
Crash head-on into dead ends, thus blindsiding our need to
Quest toward personal growth spurts (which, over time, serve to
Free the insecure portion of your processor and mine from remaining
Darkly focused upon projecting blame on others rather than
Assuming responsibility for our personal losses and professional failures) or—
We can choose the fork in the road which welcomes your present sense of
Self awareness and mine to muster the humility and courage necessary to
Free our intelligence to concentrate wholly upon reflecting more deeply over
Yesteryear's adversities with such exquisite clarity, concerning attention to
Detail, as to accept today's challenge of simplifying yesteryear's
Emotional complexity to the lowest common denominator until you and I
Come to understand why every person's chosen path resembles a hall of mirrors
Reflecting childhood's unresolved insecurities, spotlighting our need of
Maturation through each next stage of life, suggestive of
Our growing ability to gain intuitive insight, incrementally, by
Acknowledging yet another deeper truth: If two-sided creatures all people be
Then I must charge my intelligence with questing ever more deeply within so
As to highlight personal traits, which remain stuck to childhood insecurities and
Prejudicial beliefs in need of identifying before the conscious portion of
My thought processor can be freed to grow so astutely mature as to develop
The agility to acknowledge personal strengths, which have remained
Half baked, and each time a half baked strength is clearly acknowledged that's
When courage must focus my mind's eye upon need to embrace humility before
Humiliation signals a flood of adrenaline to overwhelm my processor, stimulating
My defense system to pile yet another layer onto my wall of denial, and ever since
That insight spoke through my intuitive voice directly to my intelligence, I've
Felt inspired to set my pained ego aside, repeatedly, in favor of gaining
An ever-deepening sense of intuitive trains of thought, flashing strings of
Insight so brightly through my think tank as to offer me
A simplistic view of yesteryears' emotional complexities, and
Each time the beacon of insight brightens my conscious sense of mindfulness
Inner conflicts, which had felt so challenging as to be
Mentally confounding, over long, resolve—and each story that
I plan to post will offer examples, clarifying that fact to be undeniably true
As we come to see how often courage and humility must be mustered to
Expand an egocentric view of one's own narrow-minded, subjective
(Defensive) stance, closed mindsets begin to grow ever more
Positively focused toward freely embracing an open-minded (objective)
Viewpoint, which proves more emotionally mature (sensitively aware of
Considering needs, which differ from your own) than had been possible at
An earlier time when denial reigned supreme, and thus do we come to see
Why an on-going series of personal growth spurts proves necessary if
We are to become ever more capable of enhancing
Our decision-making process by embracing leaps of faith, knowing that
For undetermined lengths of time, both feet may not feel securely
Grounded in mental certainty for this reason: While working to re-adjust our
Internal sense of mindful stability, we face a difficult rebalancing act, which
(Preceding change for the better), takes time to shore up—and during
Each unmeasured period of mental readjustment, peace of mind can't seem to
Find a minute's rest, offering us insight into the primary reason why
Lasting change depends upon our processors' mindful development of
Courage, humility, self motivated determination on the part of
Every person, whose current sense of self awareness chooses to climb up
Each next rung on the ladder, leading toward inner peace, grounded in self respect
Each time a newly expanded mindset has landed firmly on
A rung of well-grounded, objective reasoning, denial is no longer
Empowered to blind your intuitive intelligence and mine from
Recognizing insight, concerning insecure reactions and
Behaviors, which, in hindsight, proved emotionally immature, and as
Each growth spurt strengthens our resolve to work toward expanding
Our think tanks' capacity to make sound use of objective reflection in
Hopes of inspiring our conscious intelligence to tap, ever more
Naturally into insights that reveal deeper truths, we'd be wise to keep
This scientifically proven fact in the forefront of our minds:
You and I will always be two-sided creatures, suggesting our
Lifelong need to challenging our present state of self awareness to
Quest ever more astutely within our brains in hopes of discerning where
A dysfunctional portion of our brains' many functions may be currently
Creating a sense of chaotic inner conflict by clashing with
The healthy portion of our think tanks, especially at times when
Our defense system is keeping a secret from our conscious minds, and
With thoughts of self liberation in mind, common sense suggests
Steering oneself toward consciously awakening to our little voice of
Insight, attempting to heighten our sense of self awareness by degrees, thus
Inspiring us to make better use of our intuitive powers most especially when
Experiential viewpoints prove so narrow, in hindsight, as to be in need of
Discussion with an objective observer, whose compassionate agility with
Soothing words requests permission to knock on the door of your
Defense wall (or mine) in hopes of clarifying complex thought processes in
Need of simplifying with such attention to detail so as to refocus
Our sights ever more consistently, objectively, conscientiously and
Maturely upon traits where self improvement proves necessary until
We've grown to recognize inner conflict as challenging each of us to
Question past judgement calls in hopes of encouraging our think tanks to
Continue to evolve in such positive ways as to eventually observe
A budding sense of wholeness (Mind, Heart, Spirit, Soul) blooming
So brightly as to acknowledge oneself as having become
The highly principled individual, whom we'd mistakenly believed
Ourselves to be before our quest to heighten self awareness had begun
And in hopes of achieving this admirable long range feat of
Deepening my sense of emotional maturity throughout every stage of life
My stories will demonstrate each step forward that I've freely chosen
To take in hopes of conjoining my conscious intelligence with
My intuitive intelligence ever more naturally, necessitating
Turning down the volume on my subconscious voice of fear (which
Adheres to strong-willed stubbornness) in favor of tuning into
My 'adventurous voice of courage', which encourages my growing sense of
Wholeness to become more attentive to details in hopes of gaining insight into
Microscopic mental growth spurts taking place inside my head pretty much on
A daily basis, most especially when inner conflict has been disrupting
My sense of inner peace, overlong, and in case you'd like to ask which
Insight proves most productive, most often, as my lifelong quest to advance
My sense of well-rounded, personal and professional success keeps
My mind, body and spirit feeling younger than Springtime, I'd reply:
My think tank works to consciously and consistently recognize
My soulful choice to sit my defense system in time out in hopes of
Employing the most mature (intelligent) portion of my brain to
Identify narrow mindsets in need of expansion, resulting in
My embracing personal growth spurts more readily with each passing day
You see, t'was not a wicked witch, whose hardened heart and
Jealous mind had cast a sleeping spell upon the conscious portion of
My self-awareness, but rather Mother Nature, whose saving grace
Protects the undeveloped minds and vulnerable spirits of
Innocent children from succumbing to experiential terrors suffered during
Moments spent cowering neath authoritative parental indoctrination, which
All too often, proves fraught with heightened degrees of
Over-reactive, immature emotionality so as to repeatedly transform
The safe haven of home sweet home into a confounded child's living
Nightmare, and thus does Mother Nature's benevolence cast
Sleeping spells of denial over the overwhelmed minds of
Innocent children, who grow up to harbor subconscious fears and
Misperceptions of having been so bad as to have deserved
The emotionally immature rants of their beloved parents' verbal
And/or physical attacks (or icy periods of emotional withdrawal) until
The abused self image of this innocent child begins to attack
Him/herself, subconsciously, to differing degrees, and as this
Description of family life is true for all of us to some extent, I feel fortunate
To have experienced the good fortune to approach a fork in the road, whereby
A friend, extending a loving hand connected to a heartfelt, intuitive sense of
Emotionally mature, adult patience, beckoned to the healthy portion of
My self awareness to grow toward embracing a highly personal sense of
Readiness to tune into this intuitive fact: With astute guidance
Every human brain is capable of healing itself of subconscious pain, carried
Forward in its unidentified state throughout every stage of life until
We learn to differentiate between the voice of fear vs. the voice of
Intuitive courage, which empowers subconscious secrets to whisper of
Deeper truths in need of being fully disclosed to
Your growing sense of self awareness and mine—and
Had Socrates' life not been cut short by his peers, whose
Short-sighted mindsets proved too narrow for their own good
I have no doubt that the far reaching voice this sage would have grown
Ever more generous with his use of words so that during his lifetime
More folk may have tuned in when he charged each one to KNOW THYSELF more
Thoroughly, today, than proved possible yesterday, and though every writer
Needs an editor (most especially, me) my intuitive powers sense those times
When I publish a post that channels the spirit of the sage, swooping down from
On high to high five my growing sense of personal advancement each time
The woman-in-me feels a natural need to expand upon the brilliance of
A guy's message to mankind by penning my sense of clarity with attention to
Detail more than had his sparsity of words, and thus does today's
Lengthy stream of consciousness suggest that every well-educated
Adult think tank alive, during this age of self-discovery, is charged with
Identifying and absorbing half baked character traits in need of undergoing
Personal growth spurts until heightened levels of emotional maturity draw forth
A half baked armory of inner strengths, which must continue to
Develop, most especially during times of adversity, if our thought processors are
To overcome the sleeping spell of denial, which Mother Nature graciously deemed
Necessary to save our sanity each time fate saw fit to cast another
Terrifying turn for the worse over a child's sense of personal safety during
Those times when parental outrage served to diminish
A youngster's sense of self worth, and knowing that your defense system and
Mine had sound reason to build walls of denial, which continue to
Blind us to how often unidentified insecurities, concerning
The diminished state of our self worth, serve to swerve a conscious train of
Thought toward processing through a negatively focused complicated
Subconscious maze-like state that hypnotizes our intelligence into
Mistakenly believing that our personal perceptions, concerning 'feeling guilty'
are solely reflecting logical reasoning (when deeper truth reveals that
Subconsciously, we perceive of our behavior as falling short of
Parental expectations of perfection), isn't it time to refocus
Our intelligence toward questing ever more astutely within so as to
Liberate insight into deeper truth, which has been waiting, impatiently, to
Illuminate those times when the conscious portion of your think tank and mine
Clings insecurely to blind denial of our innermost needs, so our sense of
Self worth can stop deflecting any hint of information that actually proves to
Blend a well balanced sense of logic with emotion, today—and BTW—
I wonder if your thought processor caught wind of the fact that
My intuitive voice has just penned a post, which precisely describes
The emotionally immature, acrobatic feats performed by Trump's fanatical
Egocentric view of His leadership skills as blind denial empowers
His Highness's heightened level of subconscious insecurity to overwhelm
His hold on logic by blocking all sense of self awareness from acknowledging
One bold faced lie after another, each time reporters of 'fake' news force
Our newly elected, self-aggrandizing Emperor of The Divided States of America to
Parade his naked paranoia before the disillusioned populous, who
(Like those who've historically clubbed logic blindly to death by
Following the irrational leadership of a despot, whose negatively focused
Attitude instigates crowds of disgruntled, disillusioned rabble rousers to
Embrace mob rule when deeper truth indicates that the all of those
Mentioned above are behaving as do mud slingers who are clinging
For dear life to their last shreds of sanity, which continues to fray behind
Walls of emotional denial, so fearful are they, who stubbornly follow
A leader, whose lies dictate need to surround one, who is purely
Self absorbed with an army of 'yes men', whose collective state of denial has
Need to remain as blind as swarming bats flying into walls within
A cave so dark as to mask the naked vulnerability of each one's
Flawed character traits, which, inevitability, leads the blind to lead
The blind toward experiencing explosive emotional implosion while
Warning signs in plain sight, pointing straight toward
Certain disaster, dead ahead, become ever more self evident to
The incredulous minds of reputable reporters and stupefied voters, who
Like you and me, remain utterly aghast and yet mesmerized each time
We find ourselves fated to face yet another harsh reality, head on—and
Perhaps, you, too, can imagine The Statue of Liberty 'high-fiving' today's
Intuitively complex train of thought, which has somehow managed to
Cycle round toward cutting away at the thick web of nets, which have
Tried but failed to extinguish the torch of her guiding light, suggesting why
I can feel today's intuitive train of thought nearing completion—or maybe not
Guess my conscious mind's current state of incredulity just can't justify
Coupling together the oxymoron of President—Trump as long as
My mind's eye spies a naked emperor, residing in The White House
Parading before the intelligentsia of our nation, many of whom
Deny playing the fool, standing idly by, while leadership's
Blatant immaturity—based in latent insecurity—frees Emperor Trump to
Masquerade, blusteringly, as a man who's amassed an impenetrably
Admirable army of inner strengths, just as a child, named Dorothy
Had deceptively believed true of The Wizard of Oz—and recently
Rather than checking out the size of Trump's hands, my attention remains
Riveted upon the increasing length of Midas' wooden headed nose (and
The same holds true of our self absorbed congressional leadership, whose
Noses have grown so long in the tooth as to have caused our nation's strengths to
Falter dizzily from having crashed all too frequently into denial's
Many layered walls—Hey! Stop the presses! I've just gained insight into
Why I can't stop penning posts about denial: Penning post after post relieves
My mind of pent up frustration concerning our puppet government, over which
No one has hold of the strings, and thus has today's train of intuitive thought
Revealed this hope: Perhaps, today's complex string of insights, speaking
Clearly through my intuitive voice, airs my chagrin over the fact that
Our Stars and Stripes, symbolizing the home of the free and the brave, have
Been stripped bare, exposing the hypocritical underbelly of our populous to be
Serious laughing stocks, worldwide—then again, in hopes of consciously flipping
Negativity toward its opposite pole, perhaps these past Hundred Days
May be seen as our golden opportunity to stop proverbial bullies from
Pulling the wool over most of our eyes, which prove wide open, at last, concerning
Narrow-minded, egocentric, prejudicial opinions, which defy
Fact finders, 'Left' and 'Right', whose declarations of 'fake news' is
So transparently self-denigrating as to inspire me to feel hopeful that our nation's
Waining strengths won't have to hit rock bottom before more smart hearts muster
The courageous sense of humility and compassionate wisdom necessary to
Heed how great has been middle class need to advance their universal cause as
More of us choose to work, hand in hand, throughout our land, toward creating
Positively focused changes for the better by knocking ever more consistently against
Thick headed walls of denial with the instinctive consistency of
A flock of wood peckers, pecking ever more deeply into the wooden heads of
Both sides of congress, who've been united in only one aspect of
Governing—that being self empowerment, suggestive of the fact that
Our elected majority has heartlessly ignored the needs of their
Angry constituency, overlong, and having set that angry bird free to fly
Clearly out of my subconscious mind, I believe this woodpecker has
Pecked out more than enough personal angst for one day ...
(Only one buzz word is missing from today's post, that being:
Undeserved as in undeserved guilt—now how in the world did
My intuitive train of thought allow that detail to go missing?) LOL!
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