Guess who, upon awakening, feeling peaceful, today
Chose to reread Tuesday's post?
Chose to reread Tuesday's post?
And as reviewing that intuitive train of thought inspired
My think tank to add insights to those, which
Had brightened my conscious awareness to my need to be
My think tank to add insights to those, which
Had brightened my conscious awareness to my need to be
Ever more mindful of times when my imagination
Needs reining in, I could not resist showing up, today
To deepen my conscious awareness of this fact: Each time
My imagination runs so free as to usurp so much brain space as to
Knock my well-balanced solution seeker's thinking cap off of my head
I disrupt no one's sense of inner peace except my own ...
And all too often, the culprit that causes my (Negatively focused)
Imagination to run away with my adult decision-maker is
The emergence of subconscious fear of wrong doing, left festering
Anxiously, in its unprocessed state ever since childhood when
My vulnerability was punished so severely, after having been
Caught with my hand in the proverbial cookie jar, so as to have
Wounded a portion of my self esteem, which remaining
Subconsciously unhealed (until recently) had offered me
No conscious clue of those times when the haunting nature of
That daunting experience had unconsciously influenced
My decision maker to place fear of not satisfying
My loved ones so far above satisfying myself as to
Dismiss my needs, unnecessarily, and having clarified
The fact that last weekend's diversity of family discussions had
Activated my imagination to run away with my mind, again
You can see why I feel thankful that my energy source
Has powered up at least enough to inspire intuitive thought to
Emerge and refocus my conscious awareness toward need to
Tweak that pattern of thought by unlocking my memory bank's
Safe deposit box in order to withdraw File #2, thus exposing
Spotlights of insight, which brighten my think tank's take on when
To call forth my Line of Control to tame my over-achieving
Control freak's habitual need to oversee so much, concerning
My loved ones lives, and once insight into self control coaxes
My over-active imagination to calm down (both consciously and
Unconsciously), my well practiced sense of patience redirects
My thinking cap to sit in time out until my worry wart feels
So naturally relaxed as to ready my intuitive powers to refocus
My energy source toward brainstorming through
One inner conflict at a time by investing my problem-solver with
Possible solutions, based less in negatively focused
Subconscious anxiety, more in positively focused common sense
And each time this insight-driven plan of action reins in
My anxious imagination, my logical solution seeker does not mistakenly
Throw the baby out with the bath water ... except, perhaps, on
Those rare occasions when an on-going crises spikes my anxiety to
Rise so high as to stimulate an over production of adrenalin to
Catalyze my flight-freeze-fight reaction to produce
A temporary lapse in my balanced sense of judgement until
My calmed sense of clarity returns, affording my power of intuition
Reason to emerge and upon reconsidering a decision, based in fear
I feel inspired to ring your bell, in hopes that as you witness
My naked humility revealing my open-minded human vulnerability
Your mindset may ready itself to brainstorm along with mine toward
A mutually beneficial solution, based in change for the better, which
May have ripened on the vine in its own good time ... And
Having clarified today's positively focused, personal point of view for
Myself, I've just offered several inner conflicts (concerning my desire to
Resolve situations, which common sense identified as beyond
My control right from the very beginning) sound reason to relax along with
Those unnamed jumping beans that began to play leap frog inside
My think tank during last weekend's four day family fun fest, which had
Stirred up differing opinions concerning such a wide spectrum of subjects as to
Alert my intuitive powers to pipe up with this suggestion:
Annie, employ your patience and intelligence to discern
Which of those jumping beans are your business vs which are not, and
Upon consciously accepting that which is beyond your control
Your intuitive powers will soothe your control freak's anxiety
More naturally than had ever been possible, before, and
Each time your control freak relaxes, your deepening sense of
Inner peace will tap into your intuitive powers so simply as to
Replace a subconscious build up of anxious frustration with
Insight into problem-solving prowess concerning your ability to
Determine when to place your solution seeker on center stage vs
When to listen to your adult loved ones followed by asking
Pertinent questions, laced with compassion, which are likely to
Focus their minds on the path that each one has chosen to
Carve as his (or her) own as each person in the family continues to
Differentiate his (or her) sense of individuality from your own, because
Just as some your view points had need to differentiate from those of
Your parents and siblings, the same proves true for all of
Your loved ones. , and the sooner that today's string of insights is
Deeply absorbed into memory file # 2, the sooner
Your conscious sense of self control will nip anxiety in the bud as
Your future unfolds ... In short, I give my adult sons more credit for
Having developed the inner strengths necessary to successfully
Carve their existential paths than had been offered to me, and with
That insight in mind my think tank feels inspired to brainstorm
With each of my sons by asking leading questions, concerning
Possible choices, rather than offering advise when frustration, born of
Inner conflict, causes their sense of clarity to fog up ...
Then, resultant of consciously thinking to pass the baton of
Adult-decision making back to each of my sons, my decision
Maker frees my thought processor from feeling responsible for
Choosing the best solution for those I love, and having 'coached'
Each one to place his faith in his brainstorming abilities until
Clarity resolves inner conflict, my sense of clarity, concerning
My faith in my sons' well developed solution-seeking skills
Reinstates my parental peace of mind, concerning this fact:
During their childhood, my sons absorbed the tools that
Lead them toward enjoying successful lives, today ...
And since one of those tools is most assuredly the ability to
Open mindedly consider a variety of possible solutions before
Choosing the solution that best meets current needs, all around
I am glad to know that each time I take stock of all of
The high principled goals, which I'd set for myself
Most important of all was my goal to coach each of my sons to
Grow up to be a well rounded, well balanced, open-minded
Positively focused, solution- seeking adult, and
Today, having realized that goal, peace of mind, concerning that
Most important arena of life is mine, much more often than not ...
Needs reining in, I could not resist showing up, today
To deepen my conscious awareness of this fact: Each time
My imagination runs so free as to usurp so much brain space as to
Knock my well-balanced solution seeker's thinking cap off of my head
I disrupt no one's sense of inner peace except my own ...
And all too often, the culprit that causes my (Negatively focused)
Imagination to run away with my adult decision-maker is
The emergence of subconscious fear of wrong doing, left festering
Anxiously, in its unprocessed state ever since childhood when
My vulnerability was punished so severely, after having been
Caught with my hand in the proverbial cookie jar, so as to have
Wounded a portion of my self esteem, which remaining
Subconsciously unhealed (until recently) had offered me
No conscious clue of those times when the haunting nature of
That daunting experience had unconsciously influenced
My decision maker to place fear of not satisfying
My loved ones so far above satisfying myself as to
Dismiss my needs, unnecessarily, and having clarified
The fact that last weekend's diversity of family discussions had
Activated my imagination to run away with my mind, again
You can see why I feel thankful that my energy source
Has powered up at least enough to inspire intuitive thought to
Emerge and refocus my conscious awareness toward need to
Tweak that pattern of thought by unlocking my memory bank's
Safe deposit box in order to withdraw File #2, thus exposing
Spotlights of insight, which brighten my think tank's take on when
To call forth my Line of Control to tame my over-achieving
Control freak's habitual need to oversee so much, concerning
My loved ones lives, and once insight into self control coaxes
My over-active imagination to calm down (both consciously and
Unconsciously), my well practiced sense of patience redirects
My thinking cap to sit in time out until my worry wart feels
So naturally relaxed as to ready my intuitive powers to refocus
My energy source toward brainstorming through
One inner conflict at a time by investing my problem-solver with
Possible solutions, based less in negatively focused
Subconscious anxiety, more in positively focused common sense
And each time this insight-driven plan of action reins in
My anxious imagination, my logical solution seeker does not mistakenly
Throw the baby out with the bath water ... except, perhaps, on
Those rare occasions when an on-going crises spikes my anxiety to
Rise so high as to stimulate an over production of adrenalin to
Catalyze my flight-freeze-fight reaction to produce
A temporary lapse in my balanced sense of judgement until
My calmed sense of clarity returns, affording my power of intuition
Reason to emerge and upon reconsidering a decision, based in fear
I feel inspired to ring your bell, in hopes that as you witness
My naked humility revealing my open-minded human vulnerability
Your mindset may ready itself to brainstorm along with mine toward
A mutually beneficial solution, based in change for the better, which
May have ripened on the vine in its own good time ... And
Having clarified today's positively focused, personal point of view for
Myself, I've just offered several inner conflicts (concerning my desire to
Resolve situations, which common sense identified as beyond
My control right from the very beginning) sound reason to relax along with
Those unnamed jumping beans that began to play leap frog inside
My think tank during last weekend's four day family fun fest, which had
Stirred up differing opinions concerning such a wide spectrum of subjects as to
Alert my intuitive powers to pipe up with this suggestion:
Annie, employ your patience and intelligence to discern
Which of those jumping beans are your business vs which are not, and
Upon consciously accepting that which is beyond your control
Your intuitive powers will soothe your control freak's anxiety
More naturally than had ever been possible, before, and
Each time your control freak relaxes, your deepening sense of
Inner peace will tap into your intuitive powers so simply as to
Replace a subconscious build up of anxious frustration with
Insight into problem-solving prowess concerning your ability to
Determine when to place your solution seeker on center stage vs
When to listen to your adult loved ones followed by asking
Pertinent questions, laced with compassion, which are likely to
Focus their minds on the path that each one has chosen to
Carve as his (or her) own as each person in the family continues to
Differentiate his (or her) sense of individuality from your own, because
Just as some your view points had need to differentiate from those of
Your parents and siblings, the same proves true for all of
Your loved ones. , and the sooner that today's string of insights is
Deeply absorbed into memory file # 2, the sooner
Your conscious sense of self control will nip anxiety in the bud as
Your future unfolds ... In short, I give my adult sons more credit for
Having developed the inner strengths necessary to successfully
Carve their existential paths than had been offered to me, and with
That insight in mind my think tank feels inspired to brainstorm
With each of my sons by asking leading questions, concerning
Possible choices, rather than offering advise when frustration, born of
Inner conflict, causes their sense of clarity to fog up ...
Then, resultant of consciously thinking to pass the baton of
Adult-decision making back to each of my sons, my decision
Maker frees my thought processor from feeling responsible for
Choosing the best solution for those I love, and having 'coached'
Each one to place his faith in his brainstorming abilities until
Clarity resolves inner conflict, my sense of clarity, concerning
My faith in my sons' well developed solution-seeking skills
Reinstates my parental peace of mind, concerning this fact:
During their childhood, my sons absorbed the tools that
Lead them toward enjoying successful lives, today ...
And since one of those tools is most assuredly the ability to
Open mindedly consider a variety of possible solutions before
Choosing the solution that best meets current needs, all around
I am glad to know that each time I take stock of all of
The high principled goals, which I'd set for myself
Most important of all was my goal to coach each of my sons to
Grow up to be a well rounded, well balanced, open-minded
Positively focused, solution- seeking adult, and
Today, having realized that goal, peace of mind, concerning that
Most important arena of life is mine, much more often than not ...
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