Seek within and Ye shall find
Answers to questions that riddle
Your sense of inner peace with
Subconscious fear, based in experiences
During childhood so frightening as to have
Caused serious injury to portions of
Your brain (and mine), which fester in
A painfully traumatized state behind
Your defense system's many-layered wall of
Denial until intuitive thought determines
That you've developed the maturity to
Empower your intelligence with a growing sense of
Courage that proves necessary to quest for
Insight into identifying specific moments in time when
You and your Neo cortex were too young for
Cognitive thought to process (comprehend)
An experience of such complexity as to have
Terrified and boggled your mind, all at once
And every time any aspect of another experience
Pricks that original, inexplicable fear to filter
Through your wall of denial, your sense of
Muscle memory will reproduce the same degree of
Anxiety, pain or guilt (deserved or not), which had
Been left to fester as rawly in its original state as if
Whatever had terrified your undeveloped mind is
Taking place, right now ... (Thank goodness
EMDR therapy has successfully devised
A program that desensitizes the traumatized portion
Of the human brain from resuscitating
The traumatic emotional reaction associated with
The severity of a child's need to disassociate and thus
Bury pain too great to consciously acknowledge, and
Thus does Mother Nature wave her magic wand of
Disassociation until a person's state of emotional maturity
Senses hints of subconscious readiness to spark intuition to
Send intelligent thought upon a quest, which, step by step
Grows ever more compelled to grasp an ever deepening
Awareness of unidentified subconscious pain knocking
At every door and window of the house within which
Resides your hunger to feed self awareness with
The nutrients necessary to fortify your host of
Inner strengths, enmassed over your lifetime to
Provide sustenance for maintaining good mental and
Physical health, which proves essential to
Our spiritual need to muster and maintain
The Patience and courage to employ
Our inner strengths to make the most of
This fourth stage of life, and thus does today's
Intuitive stream of conscious thought
Suggest the primary reason why
The current state of your frame of mind (and mine)
Will be determined by which feeling
Overpowers the other: Fear, based in pre worry or
Courage, based in strengthening your belief in
The necessity to embrace each person's need to
Stretch beyond fear toward personal growth, which
Means pushing past our own fear based boundaries in
Such carefully measured degrees as to expand
The narrow confines of our decision-making process past
Today's fear based limits in order to satisfy
Highly personalized unmet needs without
Stepping on the hearts of anyone, whose personal needs
Prove more limited than my own, and with that
Positively focused insight into the fact that my needs may
Differentiate from yours! I charge my smarts to follow
The dictates of my heartfelt need to explore whatever
Experience beckons to the soulful sum of
My earthly existence ... And thus do my spirit's highs and lows
Signal my smarts to muster the humility to listen for
Intuitive guidance coaxing my courage to quest toward
Unlocking doors behind which darkly buried fears
Horde untold treasures, which upon being exposed to
The bright light of insight in my on-going need to deepen
Self awareness, ride out of my subconscious on a bed of
Childhood's unshed tears ... And as today's
Intuitive train of thought has chugged forward toward
Our final approach to the light at the end of the tunnel where
The answer to yesterday's riddle awaits to brighten
My mind, thus lightening my spirit's frame of mind
Let's ready our intelligence to get a firm, lasting grasp onto
The personal strength that remains wide awake when
All others seem to exhaust in what seems to be a lengthy faint:
The strength that never sleeps Proves to be
My patient belief in intuitive thought, peeking behind
My wall of denial, in search of insight into
A subconscious fear that ties my think tank
Into such tightly tensed up anxious knots as to
Render my smarts Incapable of formulating a
Positively focused, solution seeking plan of action that
While considering needs all around, remembers to
Include my basic unmet needs - as well
And upon re-wiring my brain to remind me that
My unmet needs are worthy of deeper consideration each
Time parental tapes turn on, deeming me selfish when
I am not, my expanding sense of rebalanced self awareness
Welcomes my intelligence to feel at home within an
Emotional environment that proves more secure than
Had ever been possible before intuition surmised that
The sum of my parts had achieved the level of
Maturity to challenge my conscious mind to
Make sound use of my strengths to pinpoint
Comprehend and shore up subconscious insecurities that
Had pushed my adult sense of courage to excel while
Fear of failure, left festering in its unidentified state
During childhood simultaneously erected
A defensive wall around my horizons, blinding
My think tank from identifying which aspects of
My self esteem had been stunted and
Thus in serious need of personal growth
Hey! Guess what just happened?
Insight just sparked a bright light to
Illuminate the fact that when
My conscious mind feels utterly exhausted
The host of my inner strengths do not faint!
They tunnel inward and interact as one, suggesting that
While my conscious mind feels
Serious need to rest while recouping its energy
Much of my brain is working just fine behind the scenes
And as that awareness proves self empowering
Intuitive thought has just offered me
Reason to end today's post on an upbeat note
Uh ... Wait! Did I clarify the inner strength that
I've learned to depend on to 'scout' out
Each next step of my adventure into
The great unknown at those times when
The hard pressed, deeply confounded state of
Unidentified subconscious stress has squeezed my
Conscious mind between a vicelike rock and hard place for
So long as to necessitate Mother Nature to wave
A magic sleeping spell over the conscious portion of
My think tank, offering that overtaxed, confounded
portion of my whole to grab another
Much needed, lengthy power nap?
The short and direct answer to yesterday's riddle is ...
Drum roll, please ...
Before flipping out enough to fling a mad face at me
Let's muster the patience to consider this reality:
... Every thought provoking writer entices
The reader's curiosity to turn the page ...
So let's release frustration with a roll of the eyes and
Go for that drum roll, again ...
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