1413N ALL I CAN SAY IS THANK GOODNESS FOR THE EDITING PROCESS!

2015
Each time intuition compels me to review

A post published, previously, I comply, and

Lo and behold, guess what I find?

I find the most intelligent portion of my mind striking

Gold, yet again, in this way:  Insights, absorbed, yesterday
Have had time to percolate, over night, so that upon
Awakening, today, my intelligence can

Revisit that same hot spot, and

Upon mining ever more deeply than before

Intuitive thought 'picks' up on yet another

Mother load of insights, which my quest for

Self awareness had need to absorb, and since

The prospector in me yearns to share each rich vein of
Unburied treasure with you, I aim to pass the 'pick'
(Which taps ever more deeply into my need to

Grow ever more wise), in hopes of coaxing

Your thirst for personal growth to 'pick' up on
Newly mined insight into deeper truth, As did I

Each time the most intelligent portion of

Your brain chooses to scroll down my blog to
Reread a post published, previously, closed mindsets grow
More apt to open and expand at your own pace as naturally as
Has become true of mine, and if you ask:  Annie, what
Compels you to review insights, which

Emerged from within your own brain, time and again?
I'd reply:  Carving new pathways for positively focused
Attitudes to travel (in hopes of actively creating

Lasting change for the better) depends upon my calling forth

A host of inner strengths (such as

Humility, courage, patience and resilience), every day, and
Though practice does not make perfect, time spent processing and practicing
Positively focused attitudes proves necessary before the narrow confines of
My old comfort zone feels free to expand so much as to encourage the
Self assured portion of my voice to grow so bold as to express

My newly expanded frame of mind, concerning my unmet needs, aloud

Every time I review a post, published previously (in hopes of
Deepening my conscious absorption of each
Next mother load of insights, which seems to emerge, as though
All on its own), my intuitive sense of deeper truth identifies
Yet another narrow minded attitude, which had not served me well

As I know that the conscious absorption of each new mother load of insights
Depends upon the expansion of my comfort zone to grow less resistant to
My spitit's need need to create change for the better in order to
 Meet my needs in a caring way that proves less complex
Less problematic, more creative and simplistic than had
Felt possible at an earlier time when my mindset had been
Confined within a framework, which had proved too narrow to
'Pick' up on this fact:  The restless nature of inner conflict, which just won't quit
Reflects deeper truth prodding our intelligence to grow ever more
Attentive to the human spirit's subconscious need to peel away at
Layers of denial until a door opens inside our minds, and
Upon walking through this door, which our wall of denial had
Blocked our conscious minds from viewing, we see
A path that invites our heartfelt needs to take steps toward
Freely accepting each other's love in such a healthy manner as to
Experience depths of joy, which the narrow focus of
Our self perceptions had forbidden our spirits to
Embrace, wholly and naturally, though
Intuitive thought had implored us to grow
Ever more attentive to unmet needs, coaxing us to
Melt away all sense of inner conflict, which
Being based in undeserved guilt had barred our way from
Welcoming a brand new opportunity to
Nurture each other's hearts by nourishing our souls with
Fruit that need not feel forbidden once personal growth
Offered us reason to unpack subconscious guilt, carried
Forth as excess baggage ever since childhood, when
Toeing the mark (set by our parents) and our sense of
personal safety felt permanently indivisible ...

I've come to see how frequently ntuitive thought
Coaxes me to edit a post, anew, in hopes of my becoming
Ever more aware of my need to reprocess
A misperceived self perception, carried forth, subconsciously, since
Childhood, until, finally, upon astute reflection, I come to see that
My original self assessment had been so flawed as to
Have blinded my sense of clarity from seeing
The character traits of the adult I've grown to be, today, with
An eye trained upon accuracy ...
And once my self worth measures up to the person I
Choose to be, today, yesteryear's guilt
Slides out of my mind, freeing all of me to
Satisfy my heartfelt needs, daringly and
Creatively, without feeling selfish, at all!