Experience has taught me that apprehensive attitudes, which are defensively innate, are negatively focused while courage (to be true to one's innermost self) must be consciously cultivated by developing the ability to redirect negativity toward attitudes based in an inquisitive sense of positive focus, and resultant of this step by step process, whereby negatively charged energy is consciously identified and transformed into positively charged energy, eventually, inner strengths, such as patience, courage and positive focus tap into your sixth sense, where intuitive trains of thought shine spotlights on insight, thereby highlighting deeper truths to which your fear based mindsets had been blind.
As deeper truths simplify emotional complexity (clearing your mind of mental confusion, which exacerbates apprehension), your new found conscious sense of mental clarity stimulates a mindful sense of readiness to take a leap of faith away from the beaten track in favor of choosing to carve a path, which is based in such a deep sense of self trust as to feel so adventurously focused (rather than apprehensively focused) as to truly be your very own. (WHEW!)
Experience has taught me that apprehension's persistent resistance to diving toward deeper truth drives the conscious mind to cycle in maddening circles, which is why (in the absence of insight) inner conflict remains restlessly unresolved.
Experience has taught me to seek insight into pinpointing a heartfelt value that seems to be clashing with another, and thus, in the absence of insight into deeper truth, confusion fuels inner conflict, which, upon tearing into my mind, duels itself, relentlessly, to death. Each time a heartfelt value seems to duel with another, my spirit languishes at the gravesite of joy, which could have been shared with a loved one had my conscious mind learned to grow attentively tuned into intuition, questing toward strings of insight to which conventional thought patterns remain blind. (Just as apprehensive attitudes are innate, so is the brain's potential to tune into intuitive thought, and once your brain is attuned to tapping into deeper truth, clarity suggests that much that you were taught to fear is ready to change for the better. Needless to say, tons of patience must be mustered, because this step by step process of mental metamorphosis proves as great a feat as leaping from 1+1=2 to x+y=z )
Though often times, 'be true to others' seems to oppose 'be true to yourself', insight into deeper truth suggests that these values are actually indivisible ... More about simplifying that mental complexity later, because intuitive thought directed most of today's writing time toward editing mental complexity out of yesterday's post, which is why need for patience must be mustered, again.
BTW: While insight was shining its spotlight of deeper truth upon the pair of values named above, another value came to mind, which, when misinterpreted, exacerbates inner conflict: Do un to others as you would have others do un to you. More about that revelation, later, too.
Thank goodness, at this stage of life, my conscious mind has lots of time to listen attentively when intuition feels need to talk my ear off until a string of insights, simplifying a state of mental complexity concerning dueling values, emerges. Believe me ... Straightening out apprehension that ties my intelligence into tight knots of negatively charged tension is far from easy. I mean, the opposite of tension is relaxation, and that's where self trust comes in, because tension can not tap into intuitive trains of thought. As self trust deepens, my thought processes do, too.
Thank goodness, a lifetime of well practiced listening skills offers my sense of clarity second chances to work through inner conflicts in such a logical manner as to free my think tank of mental confusion,
based in emotional complexity) which, stressing me out, had blocked my sense of courage from carving a path, where positive focus musters the patience to create one joyful change for the better after another, and what could feel more spiritually rejuvenating than partnering intuitive thought with a conscious awareness of my brain's ability to transform a lifetime of heartfelt dreams into a series of realities, step by step!
WHEW!
Experience has taught me that apprehension's persistent resistance to diving toward deeper truth drives the conscious mind to cycle in maddening circles, which is why (in the absence of insight) inner conflict remains restlessly unresolved.
Experience has taught me to seek insight into pinpointing a heartfelt value that seems to be clashing with another, and thus, in the absence of insight into deeper truth, confusion fuels inner conflict, which, upon tearing into my mind, duels itself, relentlessly, to death. Each time a heartfelt value seems to duel with another, my spirit languishes at the gravesite of joy, which could have been shared with a loved one had my conscious mind learned to grow attentively tuned into intuition, questing toward strings of insight to which conventional thought patterns remain blind. (Just as apprehensive attitudes are innate, so is the brain's potential to tune into intuitive thought, and once your brain is attuned to tapping into deeper truth, clarity suggests that much that you were taught to fear is ready to change for the better. Needless to say, tons of patience must be mustered, because this step by step process of mental metamorphosis proves as great a feat as leaping from 1+1=2 to x+y=z )
Though often times, 'be true to others' seems to oppose 'be true to yourself', insight into deeper truth suggests that these values are actually indivisible ... More about simplifying that mental complexity later, because intuitive thought directed most of today's writing time toward editing mental complexity out of yesterday's post, which is why need for patience must be mustered, again.
BTW: While insight was shining its spotlight of deeper truth upon the pair of values named above, another value came to mind, which, when misinterpreted, exacerbates inner conflict: Do un to others as you would have others do un to you. More about that revelation, later, too.
Thank goodness, at this stage of life, my conscious mind has lots of time to listen attentively when intuition feels need to talk my ear off until a string of insights, simplifying a state of mental complexity concerning dueling values, emerges. Believe me ... Straightening out apprehension that ties my intelligence into tight knots of negatively charged tension is far from easy. I mean, the opposite of tension is relaxation, and that's where self trust comes in, because tension can not tap into intuitive trains of thought. As self trust deepens, my thought processes do, too.
Thank goodness, a lifetime of well practiced listening skills offers my sense of clarity second chances to work through inner conflicts in such a logical manner as to free my think tank of mental confusion,
based in emotional complexity) which, stressing me out, had blocked my sense of courage from carving a path, where positive focus musters the patience to create one joyful change for the better after another, and what could feel more spiritually rejuvenating than partnering intuitive thought with a conscious awareness of my brain's ability to transform a lifetime of heartfelt dreams into a series of realities, step by step!
WHEW!
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