707 KNOW THYSELF ... KNOW THY FEAR

Once I'm aware that the good health of my connection with a special person is part of what's central to my well being, my time seems to re-prioritize itself—automatically ... So when I have only a moment to spend with this special person that feels like a moment well spent :)

When time opens up where I can pleasure myself for a longer spell, well, you can see why that indulgence feels enriching, as well ... on the other hand, if time spent with another wanders away from feeling wonderful toward wondering whether some issue may be creating an unexpected change, my noggin feels a strong need to reflect in hopes of processing through disconcerting confusion until a calming sense of clarity is mine, once again.  In hopes of processing effectively ... objectively ... I've learned to sit my defense system in a time out chair, thus freeing my entire think tank to work efficiently as a whole. :)

As the truth tends to win out in the end, I jump start that process by coaxing my mind to open up and expose subconscious vulnerability, which I hide from myself, deep within a pocket of my mind.  In lieu of practice, this depth of mindfulness is far from easy for anyone to achieve, and here is why that's true:

Mother Nature designed the defense system to protect our mind's eye from spying certain vulnerabilities that we hide from ourselves.

Thank goodness Mother Nature also gifted us with the potential to develop courage to quest toward deeper truths :)

With courage steadying my mind's eye
A surge of self trust helps me
To stop the savage beast within from brow beating
My smart think tank into mush

I'll bet you know how to spell the name of that beast ...

Starts with F ends with R

Slip E and A in between

I mean don't cha hate it when you wake up ...
Smell the coffee and realize
That the mind that's been scaring you out of your wits
Is your own! :)
As Billy Crystal says ... I hate when that happens!!!
Whoops!  I almost forgot ...
Thomas Edison
Walt Disney
:) :) :)