After reviewing yesterday’s post, I found it to be misleading in that most of its content had not been included in the text sent to my friend. At times, my texts prove to spin off into a string of thoughts that prove in need of airing so I can identify and relieve a swirl of negatively charged emotions that would otherwise react like bumper cars, targeting my choice to maintain a calm demeanor throughout the rest of this weekend in hopes that my processor will clearly absorb whatever my thoracic surgeon has to say, during my noon appointment, tomorrow. How do I know my emotions are aswirl? My digestive system is unsettled, and for the most part, I’m craving quiet.
Though cocooning continues to feel necessary, our dear friends, Andi and Michael, came over, today. And as we and they are fully vaccinated (and it’s 99 degrees outside), we were together, indoors, for the first time in over a year.
As proved true, yesterday, today’s post contains content that I’d needed to convey to myself in that my visualization of swirling emotions as bumper cars has actually steadied my sense of self control, being that bumper cars have steering wheels, suggesting my mind’s ability to consciously steer away from emotional turmoil in favor of feeling positively focused about tomorrow’s appointment.
And once again, offering my power of intuitive thought the freedom to pen a post is good for the soul.
Annie
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