I’ve been pretty quiet these past few weeks having learned that the tumor has reappeared in my lung. Currently, my mind, spirit and body feel wholly exhausted.
I believe that after resting my mind for a while, inner tension will relax, freeing my spirit’s natural connection to hope, which, once revived, will resuscitate the courage necessary to withstand additional months of chemo followed by surgery to remove the rest of my right lung.
Hope—not to be confused with denial—is the inner strength that encourages the magic within your mind and mine to believe oneself capable of riding astride a bucking bronco until the spirit of the mighty steed, bucking away at fear, is shown to have absorbed such an abundance of courage that a peaceful sense of trusting oneself to bear that which must be borne is won.
In short—when it comes to taming fear of a malignancy, this is not my spirit’s first rodeo ... 👩🏻 Annie
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