HAVING COME TO KNOW THAT MY INTUITION HAS BEEN WORKING TENACIOUSLY, YEAR AFTER YEAR, TO FREE MY HEART, MIND AND SPIRIT TO FEEL SAD, SCARED OR MAD WITHOUT SUBCONSCIOUSLY GUILTING MYSELF 'A BAD APPLE', WHAT NOW?
Now, I'll work to stop rejecting half of my emotions in favor of wholly accepting my need to express a natural sense of human reactiveness, over time. I mean, now that my many-layered persona is thin skinned, I'll need to grow toward truly embracing both sides of my nature by consciously reminding myself to absorb this insight into deeper truth straight down to the epicenter of my core: Repression of frustration, sadness, and fear has actually been bad for my health, whereas owning up to and freely expressing the vulnerable side of my nature will truly be good for my spiritual, physical and mental health, most especially as I advance ever more deeply into old age.
WOW! Can the simplicity of today's insight-driven revelation (stated above,) be the deeper truth to which complex channels of subconscious denial had blinded my conscious awareness from clearly identifying, over most of my life? Time will tell ...
As for now, let's hope that you and I will receive many more heartfelt treats than tricks of fate as each day of our lives continues to unfold, And having conveyed today's intuitive train of thought, clearly and simply, I'll end this stream of consciousness with one word: BOO! (Not to be confused with Boo Hoo!)
PS
Though I be costumed as a chicken in the photo below
We can both feel assured that once my brain has fully absorbed
Today's insight, concerning my life long need to by-pass parent tapes in
Order to think clearly for myself so as to freely accept and express
The entire spectrum of natural emotions, most especially those which
Social conditioning had caused me to repress since I was three...
I WILL BE A CHICKEN NO MORE! WOW!
Amazing to think that of all days in which to have gained insight into
The fact that my quest to be true to myself had need to unmask
My persona, straight down to my core, today is—Halloween!
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