As a string of insights into my emotional reactions, preceding and following Will's surgery, continues to emerge, I feel change taking place inside my mind, which I do not yet understand but given my history, with time I will.
In hopes of deepening my understanding of changes taking place within my mind, I continue to be quietly, introspectively more observant than ever.
Though I've been writing inside my head for several days, I'm still too close to the surprising nature of my reactions to piece the most puzzling aspects of these past several weeks cohesively together.
As instinct is drawing me to the computer, this week, I'm hopeful that insights, which continue to emerge, will deepen my perception of the person I am in the process of becoming as my need to heighten self awareness continues to evolve ...
I have a strong feeling that as this string of insights continues to emerge, my understanding, concerning internal conflict, which arises when two basic instincts clash head on, will clarify for me: Namely, my need to take good care of those I love vs. my independent need for survival and personal growth. Once clarity is mine, I believe my sense of inner peace will deepen more than ever before.
Yesterday, I was happily surprised to see how many of you showed up ...
As always, I appreciate your continued interest, which somehow translates into moral support.
Your friend,
Annie
In hopes of deepening my understanding of changes taking place within my mind, I continue to be quietly, introspectively more observant than ever.
Though I've been writing inside my head for several days, I'm still too close to the surprising nature of my reactions to piece the most puzzling aspects of these past several weeks cohesively together.
As instinct is drawing me to the computer, this week, I'm hopeful that insights, which continue to emerge, will deepen my perception of the person I am in the process of becoming as my need to heighten self awareness continues to evolve ...
I have a strong feeling that as this string of insights continues to emerge, my understanding, concerning internal conflict, which arises when two basic instincts clash head on, will clarify for me: Namely, my need to take good care of those I love vs. my independent need for survival and personal growth. Once clarity is mine, I believe my sense of inner peace will deepen more than ever before.
Yesterday, I was happily surprised to see how many of you showed up ...
As always, I appreciate your continued interest, which somehow translates into moral support.
Your friend,
Annie
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