A LOOSENING OF KNOTTED EMOTIONS

Though thankfully, I’m feeling relaxed, today, one day last week, the intuitive portion of my mind chose to write the word ‘overwhelmed’, and yet, overwhelmed was not what I’d consciously felt.  Perhaps, the intensity of my emotional reaction remains so complex, (ever since having heard the words ‘stage four’) that tears of sadness remain too deeply repressed to have surfaced, as of yet..

As to Will’s back, his recent golf-swing injury continues to be painful, and of course, his discomfort weighs heavy on my mind.

Hopefully, my connection to courage has been subconsciously strengthening, over these past several weeks, so as to naturally encourage my eventual confrontation of repressed emotions that comprise the tightly knit composition of suppressed reactions, which have caused tension headaches to pulse painfully within my overtaxed brain though that disconcerting symptom of mental distress has lessened, considerably, ever since Andi and Michael’s arrival..

Perhaps enjoying time spent within the loving cocoon of our family circle while relaxing within this beautiful ocean oasis has begun to offer tightly knotted, submerged emotional reactions sound reason to loosen up …

Though broadening one’s perspective to envision the bigger picture is vital to enhancing a person’s connection to contentedness, there are times when deepening one’s level of contentedness depends upon concentrating my grateful sense of awareness on living ‘soully’in the moment, and—

The sun is shining, the sky is blue, the weather sublime; our sons and their families are all fine, and momentarily, I’m about to enjoy breakfast on the balcony, overlooking the tranquility of the ocean, with Will and our dearest friends … life is good.

Parasailing (enlarge this photo and then look at this view—as seen from our balcony—ever so closely until an easily missed yet most important detail is clearly seen.)

🙋🏻‍♀️Annie