I’m glad to say that while facing reality, today, with clarity intact, my anxious reaction continues to be absent even though I know for a fact that Barry, Marie, Tony, Ray and Steven have all tested + for COVID. And this change for the better—referring to the calm nature of my current demeanor—is highly significant, being that this remarkable change in attitude suggests my acceptance of the fact that the health of my offspring is beyond my control without so much as a hint of PTSD, niggling subconsciously at my peace of mind.
If the whole truth be told, this mental feat concerning a sense of inner calm replacing anxiety derives great comfort from the fact that, thus far, everyone who is symptomatic feels no worse than had a bad cold been caught.
I believe that today’s calming sensation is indicative of my narrow mindset expanding at least enough to accept my personal need to relax the angst of My Fixer
As to my mention of PTSD, more about reason for that repressed reaction to erupt whenever any or all of my precious offspring are ill, sometime later …
🙋🏻♀️Annie
No comments:
Post a Comment