YEP—
Had to do it!
Had to work at simplifying insights
Embedded within post 1428, again
However, this time, here's what has changed for the better:
Insights, which most definitely prove serious in nature
Popped out of the humorous side of my mind
And as these insights concern the part played by
Mother Nature, who holds herself accountable for
Causing every person's brain to wrestle with itself
You may be more apt to see why working to
Deepen peace of mind depends upon placing
Our defense systems in time out so as to free
Our power of intuitive thought to string insights
Together, which serve to coax the primary source of
Your inner conflict and mine out of
Subconscious storage and into our conscious awareness as
Naturally as I ntuitive trains of thought guide my think tank to
Edit defensiveness out of my attitudes, thus heightening
My awareness of deeper truths, which expose
My subconscious vulnerabilities to my conscious self with
An ever increasing sense of clarity than had been possible before
I'd freely chosen to reveal and acknowledge both sides of
My nature to myself, suggesting my acceptance of traits that
Show me to be humanly imperfect but not more so than
Anyone else, who, like me, releases latent anxiety whenever
I perceive of myself as acting in such a way that would not
Please everyone I love ... so if you think to ask:
Annie, what has all of this time spent in reflection changed
Most of all within your self perception, I'd reply without
A moment's hesitation: I've gained a conscious awareness of
Seeing myself as being such a good person as to deserve to be
Counted amongst those who prove worthy of feeling
Deeply loved, and thus, with healthy thoughts of self love in mind
I've watched myself grow toward becoming a human being
(Rather than a 'human doing'), who has worked, consciously
To free my mind and spirit to openly and thus unashamedly
Embrace an existential need to meet my needs (within reason)
Without flogging myself, subconsciously, with yesteryear's
Unprocessed, guilt, carried forward, undeservedly from
Childhood until recently, suggesting why stabs of latent anxiety
Plague my sense of peaceful pleasure much less frequently, today, than
When my protective persona had been several layers thick, thus
Blinding me from knowing both sides of my adult self in depth, and
If I'd remained a stranger to myself, then common sense suggests
That I could not have known when I was not true to my emotional
Needs, repressed so deeply behind my defensive wall as to
Be denied by my conscious, logically focused mind
And, just now, upon reviewing today's train of intuitive thought in
Its entirety, I felt my smile turn up as naturally and wholesomely as
My strong spirited mind felt reason to release a huge sigh of relief for
This reason: Having quested courageously, patiently and successfully
Toward identifying my brain's capacity to acknowledge and rebalance
Emotion and logic in healthy ways, my defense system is no longer
Empowered to bamboozle my conscious mind as often as had been
True in the past and on that up-note, let's take a look at those
Additional insights, which my well-practiced, power of
Intuition chose to inject into the part played by Mother Nature, whose
'Gift' of inner conflict was revealed with tongue in cheek to my
Conscious awareness, offering my positively focused sense of humor
Sound reason to chuckle while editing post 1428 ... again
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