As I knew nothing about setting a high value on
Seeking to learn and make use of specific speaking and listening skills until
A friend invited me to participate in a group learning experience, which
Met by-monthly, I didn't know what I know, now, about
Consciously disciplining my intellllligence to gain control over
The varied functions of my brain
Thank goodness, I chose to learn speaking and listening skills when my
Eldest child, being two, had begun to adventure through
The natural stage of development whereby each child makes use of
His or her voice to verbally express an intuitive sense of independence ...
Loud and clear!
(Though Ravi is just beginning to mimic words, she has 'voiced' a personal sense of pleasure or displeasure since birth, demonstrating the fact that an intuitive sense of independence is innate)
It was not until decades later that I learned how
Subconscious (unidentified) fear creates inner conflict, which
Muddies up the most intelligent person's decision making process
Eventually, that fact stimulated the inquisitive nature of
My intuitive intelligence to strengthen my conscious awareness by
Tapping into insight into deeper truths, which serve to deepen
Thinking patterns that direct the parts of my brain to function as
A well organized whole, and with practice, my conscious awareness
Teamed up with intuitive thought in order to differentiate between
Conventional patterns of thought, which cause me to
Feel apprehensive vs those times intuitive thought is working to
Tap into insight into deeper truths in order to
Free my sense of adventure to venture courageously into
Territory, which subconscious (unidentified) fear had
Forbidden my spirit to explore, and *not until I'd learned to
Differentiate between apprehensive trains of thought and
Intuitive trains of thought did my decision-making process grow so
Independent of subconscious fear (left unresolved from the past) as to
Offer my conscious mind the clarity necessary to
Contemplate choices, which color my life with joy much more
Often, today, than had been possible when my box of rules had
Offered up nothing more than conventional choices, colored
Black or white, thus narrowing my comfort zone to
Feeling tied safely to the dock or
Cast forth upon stormy seas, tied up in such frightened knots of
Predetermined gloom and doom as to drown all hope of
Resolving inner conflict, because unidentified attitudes of
Fearful negativity prove so dark as to blind conscious awareness from
Tapping into intuitive thought, which, over time, couples up with
Creativity to construct a life raft upon which a divided mind can
Float until patience releases insight into deeper truths, which
Finese workable plans whereby hearts, torn adrift, can
Paddle toward a sunny shore where inner peace welcomes
Tired, dispirited minds home to relax and brighten, at last ...
This is not a fairytale, woven, for your entertainment
This is non fiction speaking from my smart heart to yours
I know this to be non fiction, because I've experienced
The reality of this true story, myself, multiple times ...
Since stats suggest that many of you return, everyday
I surmise that your interest in considering insights that
Inspire comfort zones to expand, naturally, thus
Engaging our conscious minds to create
Changes for the better, all around, remains strong
I plan to continue to offer my intuitive trains of thought
Free rein to edit published posts until insights
Pop out of my depths, which encourage my sense of
Conscious comprehension to take one step forward toward
Deepening my sense of clarity, which, over time
Has grown practiced at freeing my whole mind to
Achieve yet another heartfelt goal, which had remained
Just beyond my reach, and as you have mustered
The patience to stay close as my conscious mind dives
Toward deeper truths, I surmise that you remain hopeful that
This path may, one day, offer you a greater sense of inner peace, too
Though stats suggest that you are choosing to accompany me as
I continue to quest toward deepening my sense of clarity
The comment box remains unfed, which signals me to ask:
Are my posts actually furnishing insights that nourish
Your sense of clarity so that your awareness can sense
Your comfort zones expanding so naturally as to
Challenge your conscious mind to sit apprehensive attitudes
In time out so that you, too, can grow toward
Consciously embracing a technicolored life ... or is
Your personal sense of safety still feeling so doubtful as to
Hold fast to black vs white?
In short, I sure do wish you'd feed the comment box, thus
Letting me know whether your intuitive trains of thought have begun to
Filter insights, concerning your unidentified fears, through
Your wall of denial or not ...
Either way, I long to know why you choose to consider that which
I feel drawn to write, post, edit, post, edit ... Etc.
Seriously ... If you've not yet gained insight into naming certain
Unprocessed childhood fears, which have been haunting
Your sense of clarity, then your intelligence will continue to feel
Stuck in a rut made ever more muddied as
One layer of confusion spins its wheels upon the next ...
BTW: I wonder if you know how apprehensive attitudes, which
Lurk, unidentified within your subconscious, block
Your intuitive powers from communicating, clearly, with
Your brain's conscious decision-making process?
Hopefully, you're coming to see that your brain's multifunctional processes
Prove as complicated as computing higher mathematics ...
Though your surface reactions may seem as easy to understand as
1+1=2
Reality, concerning complex layers of
Unresolved emotional combustion, asks us to
Learn how two unknowns create a third as in
X+Y=Z
Need an example?
In the aftermath of Janet's death:
Explosive emotional confusion+Unprocessed fear =
My existential voice of clarity stuck in a rut where
Children had better be good ... Or else!
Hence:
X+Y=Z
Thus, in the aftermath of Janet's death did I remain
A good girl, whose unidentified apprehensive attitude concerning
My self worth, forbade me from asserting most of
My independent thoughts aloud until my fiftieth year, when
I walked freely into a classroom where my comatosed sense of
Womanhood was hotly awakened by an unexpected experience that
Ignited my intuition to set out on an existential quest to
Know my true adult self with a greater sense of accuracy than
Had been possible ever since certain portions of my
Natural development had been fearfully flash frozen during
Childhood, and as the spirit of Socrates is always on the look out for
Disciples, who demonstrate subconscious readiness to
Challenge themselves to understand, absorb and disperse
His two word message to each next generation
The sage conferred with Ghandi, who smiled and nodded yes
And from that time on, my mischievous but very cautious nature
Has given my mentor reason to swoop down from on high to
Challenge my intelligence to muddle my inquisitive way through
Painful layers of emotional confusion until, insight by insight
My growing sense of clarity gained the courage to step beyond
Subconscious apprehension, social proprieties and conventional
Comfort zones in order to expose and come to know
My deepest existential unmet needs so clearly as to
Encourage myself to take courageous leaps of faith past
My apprehensive attitudes, thus freeing my conscious mind to
Knock on the door in the wall, behind which dwells intuitive thought ...
And over time, as my confidence in intuitive thought, creativity and
Self control grew so strong as to guide my path forward, differently than
Ever before, I found my positively focused thought patterns
Enriching my life by coloring my attitudes with
So much positivity as to brighten my daily life with so much hope
As to entice on lookers to feel freely inclined to wish to
Offer their spirits reason to sparkle with joy, day after
Day, as well, and as one success leads to the next
My consciously conceived, patiently hopeful attitudes
Continue to inspire my sense of intuition to glide toward
Spotlighting insights, which serve to better lives, all around, by
'Being the change I hope for the world', and since I know that
We each harbor a wall of denial that blocks our sense of
Clarity from seeing the person, whom we've each actually
Grown to be, the friend-writer-teacher in me chooses to expose
My insight-driven, step by step approach to attaining
Personal growth by enticing you to review each
Published post that intuition prods me to edit, again and again ...
And since the next play-off game is about to commence, it's
Time to relax my think tank, so 'nough said for today ...
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