Instead, let's simplify mental complexity by separating those words, one from another, followed by publishing the finished product after the editing process feels complete to this author—and as this author has completed both tasks—here it is:
Just as the eye of an emotional hurricane, swirling round and round, picks up pieces of this and that from here and there, exacerbating dark clouds of confusion to kick up so much mental complexity as to signal the release of adrenaline, which produces an anxious reaction that hijacks our thought processors’ conscious connection to clarity so that all we can see (and feel) is a distorted view of reality, which unconsciously breathes life into the anesthetized sense of undeserved guilt, which has haunted the subconscious portion of our minds ever since childhood when we didn’t feel good enough or bright enough, or smart enough or pretty enough or tall enough or strong enough or sweet enough or helpful enough or thin enough or popular enough (etc.) to feel worthy of accepting love—and thus do over achievers, who strive for the unattainable goal of perfection, develop ...
Each time a current event catalyzes this subterranean hurricane of unresolved anxiety to swirl to the surface in an unidentified state, your think tank's ability to track well balanced trains of thought will be comprised by the arousal of yesteryear’s repressed inner conflicts, which have grow so complex, over time, as to blind your intelligence to personal need to heighten your conscious awareness so as to see your inner self ever more clearly resulting in deepening your processor's understanding of your whole self ever more thoroughly.
As this state of heightened awareness continues to develop, an ever deepening sense of mental relaxation encourages your processor to conjoin, more often, with insight-driven trains of intuitive thought that expose contradictions within your character traits, which ride out of our depths on flashes of insight, serving to illuminate visions of hindsight so objective in nature as to see how easily our defense systems had blinded us from seeing those times when a fearfully narrowed mind set refused to take a positively focused leap of faith toward need to create change for the better, resulting in personal growth spurts, which expand the scope of our brains' 'cameras', so as to open the shutters on closed mindsets, freeing our think tanks to absorb a brand new, wide angled snapshot of yesteryear's family interactions as the full spectrum of each family member's character traits (which our memories had once cast in stone as black or white) refocuses so clearly that our mind’s eye grows aware of the fact that each one of us has always nurtured a multi-dimensional personality.
Once our personal quest identifies the role that each one had unconsciously adopted as our family saga continued to develop, we compile an album of snapshots, which as a whole will offer up the bigger picture of when and why defensive misperceptions developed within the heads of people who loved each other deeply until a black and white distorted view of each other's character traits grew so darkly angered as to cast each other into molds that disparage even our most worthy character traits so as to cause a person, who has consciously chosen to carve an existential path so conscientiously as to step on no one's toes, to see personal changes for the better staring back from within his or her mirror while the defense system’s of others may view that person in transition as having transformed into Stranger Danger, and no matter how often we carefully, considerately and compassionately express the depth of our personal need for change, every conversational exchange transforms people who love each other into strangers who seemingly threaten each other's sense of personal safety, primarily for this reason—walls of defensive denial—blind us from spotlighting this classic fact of life: Human nature feels threatened by changes, which feel so emotionally complex as to be frequently misunderstood. And misunderstanding will darken our views of each other until family members gain insight into each one’s need to muster the courage and humility to identify the existence of their own personas, which, being false fronts, must be set aside in time out so as to gain further insight into identifying repressed fears that blind us to subconscious need to exhume our own personal strengths and vulnerabilities—many of which had been buried alive in a deeply repressed, obtuse and unclear state of being during childhood—and thus, not until everyone concerned develops the humility to place defensive attitudes in time out so as to clearly see the rainbow of kaleidoscopic character traits that each adult family member has absorbed—over time—will relationships, which had irritated each other’s generosity of spirit half to death, blossom anew.
Though we all know that—Divided we fall short of achieving life's most illusive long range goals; united we stand strong until we succeed—it's the rare family that stops power struggling long enough to work together toward resolving complex conflicts by adopting a positive attitude that proves so kind-hearted, mutually respectful and calmly soulful as to iron out yesteryear’s defensive wrinkles by embracing the classic nature of this universal solution-seeking creed:
—All for one and one for all—
