After texting a progress report to a small slice of my extended family concerning my having walked, back and forth, along the expanse of my patio, lost in conversation with David for about 15 minutes, several replied that I was making huge advances, and here is my reply to their positively focused perceptions—
I’m definitely considering your positive perceptions since I feel like the tortoise, moving forward, slow and steady, with patience intact while keeping my sights trained on achieving a long range goal, one small step at a time, which works for me, especially since the pandemic continues to require all of us to remain tucked safely inside our shells.
On the other hand, each time I send out an update, it’s highly likely that my loved ones are receiving a slanted view based in my need to veil repressed fears from my processor’s sense of clarity for this reason. I’m coughing. A lot. And hurting. A lot. And if I am boldly inviting deeper truth to filter, intuitively, from my subconscious into the conscious portion of my processor, today, I’ll admit to worrying about the possibility of my recovery—stalling, because mustering the drive to re-energize my spirit’s natural capacity to thrive seems so far beyond my current sights as to feel deeply concerning.
Bottom line, over these past few days, I’ve not felt nearly as well as denial would like me to believe ... thank goodness we’re awaiting the results of two studies followed by a telephonic appointment with my oncologist, later in the day.
So please, while you continue to observe me doing everything possible to safeguard my life, I respectfully implore you to take every precaution as dictated by science to maintain your good health during this most recent spike of Covid, nationwide—seriously, how many millions of adults have not yet developed into ‘grown ups’, being that all we have to do to decrease our rising death rate and save our economy from tanking completely is to socially distance and mask up for a matter of weeks thus stopping stubbornness from serving as the killing machine that has left hundreds of thousands of families to mourn the devastating loss of loved ones, whose chairs will be empty for Chanukah snd Christmas just as was true of those whose unnecessary demise left thousands upon thousands of hearts steeped within the depths of sorrow hanging heavy over their Passover and Easter holiday tables as loved ones went missing beginning in January of this year, leading doctors and scientists to say, thousands of times since March—
Covid is a virus, and though trump would have you believe otherwise, viruses, as with masks, are not political. Viruses, being physical, as passed through the air from person to person.
As to loss of jobs creating economic woes, what will it take to enlighten our populous with insight concerning the fact that cities in which people are masked would not go into lockdown mode ... and with today’s train of common sense in mind, I surely hope Biden’s administration will gift the people of The United States of America with the answer to this next vital question ... what will it take for all to mask up so as to participate in the solution that will heal our nation of Covid just as the people in Europe had once faced need to unite, so determined was leadership to brainstorm, together in order to figure out what had been in need of simple change to overcome The Plague?
Currently, science has gained insight into what’s in need of wide spread change, so our present dilemma concerning how best to get people off of the trump train, which leads toward over crowded hospitals, to favor the boarding of super jets heading straight toward the destination where common sense awaits to heal our ailing nation of physical illness and pending economic depression via the arrival of change for the better concerning your loved ones’ decisions (and mine) to sweep political falsehoods based in greed out of our minds so as to tune into scientific guidelines that make sense of nonsense concerning the pandemic nature of Covid, at last—because—doing nothing more than awaiting a vaccine equates with mourning the loss of thousands of lives of people, akin to you and me, over these next several months, which must pass before we learn who will que up after first responders have been immunized ...
👩🏻Annie
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