Thursday, May 3, 2018

2018—HEAD ON COLLISION Part 1g

As posted yesterday, a trio of frustrations has been bugging me, this week
However, upon awakening, today, my intuitive powers shone
The spotlight of insight upon a deeper truth that suggests
Those surface (conscious) frustrations do not comprise
The primary source of mental tension, which, stressing
My sense of inner peace, has been running interference with
My desire to write, and here's how I know that to be true:
Episodes of writer's block (referencing storytelling) are
Actually due to subconscious frustration, which
Having surfaced, today, concerns the conscious decision I'd made
Months ago, to retire 'the fixer’, who resides inside my think tank, and
Thus does today's insight spotlight this fact: ''The fixer', who calls
My think tank home, is still in conflict with my think tank's sense of
Logic, which has absorbed this classic fact of life:
I can't 'fix' defensive reactions that unbalance any psyche but my own

With today's insight in plain sight
The restoration of my mental clarity will
Inspire my processor to relax as I place my faith in
The natural emergence of my brain's intuitive powers, which
With patience intact, will guide me toward resolving
This mind-boggling inner conflict (between
Subconscious emotion and logic) that had unknowingly
Uncentered my connectedness to mental balance, which
Came undone when a pair of nonproductive attitudes had slipped
Silently through my wall of denial, blocking
My conscious sense of clarity from identifying
The emergence of a warlike emotion and the resurrection of
My fixer's self delusional super powers wrestling for dominance over
My processor upon witnessing a child, whose
Sweet vulnerability has won my love, being misused as a pawn 

AHA!—Guess what just dawned on me?
Once today's intuitive string of insights flashed through
The intuitive portion of my brain, my processor re-connected with
Clarity offering me sound reason to absorb this next insight:
Inner conflict is a power struggle that we have with ourselves—
In one corner of the ring, we feel a subconscious uprising of emotion
In the opposing corner, we feel a consciously calming sensation of logic
And guess what takes a hike while emotion and logic are actively wrestling?
Clarity, necessary to restoring a resourceful sense of inner peace, suggestive of
This next insight:  A well balanced sense of objectivity can not emerge until
Faith in the natural emergence of our intuitive powers soothes
The subconscious portion of our processors to calm down so as to
ffee the conscious portion of our processors to receive
Additional insights, spotlighting a long range plan of action, which
Having successfully blended emotion peaceably with logic, releases
Our think tanks from that wrestling match, born of
Inner conflict, and each time inner conflict resolves
Mental tension lightens up, and inner peace is naturally restored

As today's stream of intuitive insights has offered us
More than a mouthful of food for thought to digest, concerning
The subsconscious nature of power struggles, which are in need of
Identifying at times when deeply repressed emotion (filtering through
Our walls of denial) wrestles with our brains’ conscious connection to
Logical thought processing until we choose to calm ourselves by
Placing our faith in the emergence of intuitive powers known to
Convey simple plans of action, which, being positively focused
Make such good sense as to relax nonproductive attitudes from
Vying for dominance deep within our think tanks, and
With today’s complicated train of thought clearly stated
Let's look forward to the next time we meet when my power of
Intuitive thought will have had whatever time proves necessary to
Convert an uprising of unresolved subconscious frustration into
The emergence of additional strings of insight, which
With readiness, will surely continue to spotlight sound reasons to
Breathe a sigh of relief as proves true each time our brains, feeling
Freed from unidentified inner tension, openly and thus wholly
Welcome the soothing nature of having blended
Emotion with logic, which, with patience intact, restores
A well balanced sense of inner peace, all around ...

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